Two different Hearts

Something is happening to me and I don't know what it is, I feel something strange but I don't know what it is, I have never felt it before. Since i spend more time with Jacob a strange feeling has begun to appear.

I don't know if the same thing happens to him as well or if I'm the one who's going crazy,

I don't want to ask Jacob, I don't want to make him uncomfortable with this.

I feel good with Jacob. Could it be that what I feel is a feeling of friendship or not? I have never been so confused, it must be a feeling of friendship for everything he has done for me.

I feel very grateful to him for everything he has done even though about 6 months ago we were just strangers, in those six months Jacob has shown great appreciation towards me.

When I got here I didn't expect to make friends, until Jacob appeared and changed many things. I'll take my time to find out what I feel.

Today I went out to do the groceries that my aunt asked me to do. I came out with my headphones on.

When I came out of the store  I felt someone touch my shoulder, for a moment I thought it was Jacob and I turned around but my smile disappeared when I saw Charlie.

Aren't you happy to see me? -he asked with a mischievous smile.

And why should I be? -I said without interest

-he bumps his chest dramatically-

What do you want Charlie? I do not have all day

"I wanted to give you this," he extended his arm and handed me a small box. "I found out that a few days ago it was your birthday."

"Thank you," I said cold.

Aren't you going to open it?

-I sighed and opened it, it was a necklace and it had my initial and his initial-

Nice

That's all? You're not going to say "what a beautiful necklace, Charlie, you've given me the best gift of all"

Don't expect more from me

Are you like this for your boyfriend?

"Jacob is not my boyfriend," I stated.

But with him you smile from ear to ear - he claims

It's my problem with who i smile with and who i don't, he is my best friend. And you're nothing like that, you're just my ex-classmate.

I see, you must be attached to Jacob just because he is famous, he may be famous and he may have millions but he treats you like I can? I saw the photos from the premiere of that movie, you looked happy with him. Everyone already thinks you two have something but I know you're just being his "friend" because it's convenient for you, right?

I don't give a crap if Jacob is famous or not, I care about him. He is a great person and a good friend, someone i can trust, you can keep saying that and more, besides you can't compare yourself to someone you will never be, believe in what you want but Jacob is a better person than you. Even if you get angry, I don't care, you will never have my time or my trust. That is not offered to everyone. -I left leaving Charlie who had an angry expression and I was also a little surprised at what I said especially why I said "I care about him" Do I really care?

When I got to the apartment I was still thinking, and my aunt noticed it.

What's wrong Jane?

Nothing just thinking

And would you mind telling me?

Jacob...

I see, do you want to talk about it?

I'm so confused

Mhm I think you are experiencing the symptoms of falling in love - giggles

I'm not in love

Sure?

Yeah

The first symptom is denial - she smiles mischievously - let's see, tell me how Jacob makes you feel.

Well...he makes me feel safe and comfortable, he makes me feel so good it's like he knows everything about me...every time I feel him close to me. I feel a strange feeling, his voice makes me feel calm, I just want to spend more time with him and see him smile and hear him laugh...and dance with him...I just feel as good as ever and I care, he is so amazing and with a lot of energy, he is the most lively and cheerful person I have ever met. He has become someone close to me and I appreciate him very much. I have never felt so good with someone, he awakens feelings that I have never felt before.

Oh my god you are falling for him

i am not

Oh yes you are just listen to the way you talk about him

I'm falling in love?

Pov Jacob

And here I am thinking about that moment with Jane when we danced, that memory is still there and I can still remember feeling her heartbeat in my chest, I have to stop thinking about it. I'm dying to talk to Jane and ask her why every time we are together there is tension between us, I know there is something between us, I don't know exactly what it is. I just know that there is something

"Jacob, Jacob," Brady said.

Yeah? -I turned to see him

what's on your mind? You're not paying attention to the game

Nothing

Sure? You were lost in your thoughts

Is it Jane? -Keith asked smiling.

No...

YEAH! -Brady said.

I just don't know why I think about her.

Oh Jacob, you're so far behind in this love thing - Brady laughed.

 I'm not in love

Yes sure

I'm serious

"We are serious as well," said Keith.

She's just my best friend and that's it

"But it didn't seem like that when you danced with her," Brady said mischievously.

I don't understand why I told you if I know how you are 

-both let out a laugh-

Even if you want to deny it deep down, you know it's true, you feel something for her and she does the same - Brady said.

She doesn't feel anything like that

Have you asked her? -keith said

No, I haven't

You have time Jake, you will soon realize it, you will see, the way you look at her says it all, you are in love," he said mockingly.

She's just my friend and I love her as a friend and I do care a lot but I don't feel that way I think... I like spending time with her and seeing her smile every time she likes something "She's amazing and I want to be around her because I care more than I should and I prioritize her and she's a part of my life now." Brady and Keith smiled widely.

I stayed silent thinking about what I said

"We didn't say anything and you already said everything," Keith said.

I covered my mouth analyzing what I said. I can't believe what I said, but was it true, the way i looked at her? I've never realized that, I always thought i looked at her normally, now I don't know what to think.

I care about her, and now I'm just thinking about everything, everything Brady and Keith have told me, all the tense moments between Jane and me.

Am I falling in love?

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