I Can't do This Anymore [Fell!Sans x Reader]

Chapter 27. ~Online Cuddles and a Little Bit of Crying.~

I sigh. "I wish. I'm so tired, but uh... The heat went out because I apparently broke it."

"How'd ya manage to do that?"

"I didn't. Riley just felt like blaming it on me, even though she was the only one who's touched the heater since March."

He huffs. "I hate her. I hate Max. Everyone in yer life sucks, huh?"

"Except you." I giggle softly as I take a sip of me hot chocolate.

He chuckles again. "I love ya, sweetheart."

I smile. "I love you too."

He shifts around, then grins. "Guess who gets a day off, bitch."

"You?"

"Yessir." He grins more. "Except Papyrus doesn't know it."

I giggle.

"I'm takin' the day off to hang out with ya." He places a blanket over himself and gets comfy in his bed, which just looks like a mattress on the floor for all I can see. "'Cause I love ya and I wanna show ya how much I love ya, so." He presses two fingers to his bony lips in a kiss, then puts the fingers to the screen. "I love ya, sweetheart."

I giggle again and do the same. "I love you too."

He pulls his pillow onto his chest, setting his laptop to the side, and give the pillow a big hug. "Can I admit somethin', Y/N?"

"Sure."

"I may or may not have been snugglin' with this pillow at night wishin' it was you."

I blush. "O-Oh-"

"H-Heh, yeah..." He blushes, too. "I really miss ya. And I wish my brother would come up with a plan to kill Frisk sooner, or that a human that isn't invincible would fall." He sighs. "I tried to steal a human soul right before I found out Frisk had fallen-"

"W-"

"Yeah we need human souls to break the barrier that keeps us trapped here." He chuckles. "We have six. Frisk would make it seven, if we could kill them. Tch." He pauses for a moment. "Anyway, I tried stealin' one. Didn't work. I made it to the Last Corridor before gettin' a text from Papyrus sayin' Frisk had fallen down."

"...Didn't you say you could die from that-?"

"Mmmm, yeah, I could, if I didn't have enough energy." He snorts. "I'm the weakest monster here, actually. So trynna take a human soul would basically be suicide, but I had to try, y'know? I just had to come and get ya. I, uh... H-Had this dream once... Where- Where I showed ya what I looked like, and then-" He sniffles like he's upset. "And then somehow ya made it into the Underground, and- And then Papyrus killed ya before I could do anything..." He wipes a tear from his eye socket. "I woke up sweatin' and pantin' and I was so scared..."

"Hey." I put my hand up to the screen. "I'm right here."

"A-And the worst part is..." He sinks into the blankets, clutching the pillow to his ribs. "I- I think ya jumped down here to try to commit suicide-" He starts to sob.

"Hey, you're on the other side of the world, Fell." I say. "I couldn't do that if I wanted to."

"...You could still-" He wipes the tears off his face. "S-Sorry, sweetheart, I- I dunno what got into me- Um-"

"i promised you I wouldn't, didn't I?"

"......That didn't stop ya from d-doin' it before."

I'm hit with a wave of guilt. "I'm sorry..."

He meets my gaze, then sighs. "Ya really worry me sometimes, sweetheart."

I set my cup on my bedside table and lay on my side, looking at him. He does the same and looks at me. For a moment, I close my eyes, and I can almost feel him behind me, holding me. A tear escapes my eyes, and pretty soon, I'm crying softly.

"I miss you." I whisper. "I need you..."

"I'll be outta here as soon as I can, sweetheart." He says quietly.

I put my hand up to the screen, and so does he. His hand is slightly larger than mine, which I find kind of funny, since he's a skeleton and therefore should have a smaller hand. I imagine he's somewhat taller than me, too.

"I love you." I murmur.

"I love ya too, sweetheart." He smiles faintly, and so do I.

I wipe the tears off my face, then pull my laptop closer as if to pull Fell closer to me. I wish I could feel him, I wish he could hold me, and kiss me, and hug me.

"I'll get outta here, Y/N." He says as if reading my thoughts. "And then we can cuddle as much as ya want."

I grab one of my pillows and hug it close to me. Fell chuckles as I close my eyes, and for a moment, before I fall asleep, I'm able to imagine that, instead of the pillow, it's Fell, and he's holding me, and he'll never let go.

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A/N: fluff

bc yes

i love fluff

but unfortunately no fluff next chapter bc rileyyyyyy also max-

>:33333333333

okii bye

poofs into a cloud of confetti