Half.. -title is a work In progress!-

"There's no place like home "

It's been a few weeks since everything happened....since I got taken away...since I met Liam.....since I met Toby and the others ...since my birthday party since I went to the crash den , since I started school all that- it's now December 23rd ...and I still haven't seen dad agin... it's not fair... everyone's excited for Christmas...we decorated the classroom in school and made little snowman crafts... mike put up a big Christmas tree and we decorated it everyone looks so happy

I tallked to crash about it he told me that it's normal to feel like that when the peaple we love most aren't there for the happiest time of year... he told me to write a song about it ...I don't feel like it....all I want is for me and Liam to spend Christmas with dad...and his friends.....In the club ...Christmas there is always the best. The day before Christmas Eve and Christmas Eve dad plays special shows in the night , In the day Thay play Christmas music on the speakers

We hand out gifts to the staff well by staff i mean my dads guards... he says there the only additional people he needs and he can protect himself he only keeps them around because there "ace " idk what ace means but if told u about them before , there the best - chirstmass without all of that is gonna be too different....everyone was doing the tree i snook upstairs......I lay in bed......I hold pan tight playing my dads bands muisic...

It normaly helps me feel better but it now just makes me feel worse......I need to go back to dad... I put my clothes in a bag , I put pan in too- I zip up my bag put it on my back , I go into Liams room there was a small tin of coins he leaves on his desk i opan it up and grab 3 pounds 50 there's also a small blue stick thing with a mouth thingy I pick it up and put it in my pocket

I turn off my music and leave...I go through the back door and to the bus stop I wait for the bus...what one I need to get I don't know....I know the one into town gose by the club so I hope it's that one......I hop on pay my fair and sit down I watch out the window...I feel someome tap my shoulder I jump and turn around it was a old lady wearing a lavender cardigan and a smile , she had in her hands a masive box of chocolate yk the purple box of heros. It was that

" cmon love take some " she says as the she squeezes the sides of the box popimg the lid off Without braking the seal , impressive. "oh uh thanks " I say as I reach in grabbing a twirl " oh poppet! You must have a appetite for more , take more insist " she pressures , I take a fist full she puts the lid back on seal still Intact, I gotta rember that hack-

She soon leaves and waves to me after she got off , 2 stops later I was there I get off the bus.....i coudnt hear the loud blast of chirstmass music...that made sense bc I was a few hours early I head over and go though the back door , that door was the door that lead into our living space I push the door opan it felt so quite....i wallk to my dads area all of his furniture was gone I check in the other rooms ....gone too... everything was gone...

"Dad......? .........uncles? " I ask while wallking around " Etta...?" No no no actually not her-....she's a bit bossy , maybe there getting ready I head into the club space ...nothing,...no one there.... Wait... I look in the corner I see 2 men playing cards , it was lol and Bouncer my dads guards!! I run over and sit down by them Thay look up at me then at each other " bounce you seein this or have I gone mental- ". Lol says. " nah bruv I see her too " Bouncer agreed

"Wasn't she taken by the social? " Lol concurred Bouncer nods , Thay have a habit of tallkimg about me like I'm not there. "Sooo where did ya come from " bouncer asked. I think. "Uhh the dumping ground " that's what everyone calls it. " elm tree hosue ". I add Thay give each other a look yk the way Thay say twins can tallk to each other useing there minds it's like that but with siblings- , Thay stay that way for a while- " let's get you back there shall we " bouncer brakes the silence