Friendship? [H.S.]

*Song for this chapter: Till There Was You by The Beatles* 

October 4, 2017

Massey Hall – Toronto

Every show is better than the last. Your banter with the fans tonight had me laughing so hard. I did a really good job and stayed backstage the entire time. Camille asked me to go watch with her, but I decided to stay back. You guys were already spotted watching MUNA together. By the way, I love them. A whole lot. I really like the suit tonight too. The colors and the flowers were some of my favorites so far. I think my favorite part of the night was seeing your opening from backstage. As dramatic as it is from the crowd, seeing you in those very last moments is really fun. The crowd was really loud. I still need to talk to you about making people hug each other. Consent, Hare... they need to ask for consent first. ; ) Thank you for keeping my favorite cover on the setlist. When you decide to take it off, I'm probably going to pout. Oh, here are the three pictures of the night. Different angle for the mid-show, look at the fans' faces though. They adore you.

October 5, 2017

Tower Theater – Pennsylvania

Where the hell have you taken us!? It's a beautiful little town? City? Whatever it is, it was fun. I got to walk outside again and "interview" some fans before the show. Hare... they were lined up for BLOCKS! One of the girls said she had gotten to the line at 2 am. Also, I realize if you ever read this, you're going to "educate" me on where we are. I know where we are. It is basically Philadelphia but, not. I hung out with Camille for a bit. She went out to watch in the crowd and I hung backstage again. I have to say, it is fun acting like I'm a journalist or documentarian. Maybe I missed my calling? Anyway, here's the 3. I really like the mid-show picture again. It's fun to have pictures of the two of us because we don't have very many like this. This one was the second Kiwi. You were absolutely wild and I loved every second of it. Seeing you open up and get loose is one of the greatest experiences for me because I know you are having fun.

"So, tonight's the night?" Jake nudged my shoulder with his elbow as Harry was singing the final song. I looked up at him confused. "You're not hiding when you leave the venue."

I had forgotten that Jeffrey had put the plan in place, to the point that the security team briefed on it this morning. I really wasn't ready. As soon as I walk out those doors with Harry and Camille, everything is going to change. I'm hoping that the focus will be on the fact that Camille is with Harry and not that Harry is with two women... We know the narrative already though. I can see the headlines now, 'Harry Styles spotted leaving his show with two women, one is rumored love interest, Camille Rowe. Could they be spicing it up with CEO wrangler and Hollywood's midwest sweetheart, Jana Mills?' I guess the sigh that came out was a little louder and deeper than I intended. 

 "You ok?"

I didn't realize I was losing color and looking sick. I chewed my lower lip as he leaned down so I didn't have to yell. "I'm just nervous for the fallout. I don't know if I'm ready."