Kyle Broflovski x reader

Word Count: 1094
Warnings:
- Mild angst

I realised that I have amends to make today. I had to see Bebe and apologise for what happened at the party. This also adds to the long list of reasons why me and Kyle would never work. Stan would never allow it and Bebe would hate me forever. Plus, it's all happening too fast. This time yesterday I didn't speak to Kyle. 

I made my way over to Bebe's house. It was only a 20 minute walk and is a street a from Kyles place. The clouds were rolling it and heavy rain was forecasted, though I was sured I'd miss it. I knocked on her door nervously. I was going to call her but I decided it would be better if I did this in person. I heard footsteps as the door opened.

"Hey, Bebe..." I greeted sheepishly. She scoffed but let me inside. "I'm sorry about everything at the party, I should've considered your feelings more-." I apologised but quickly stopped when I saw Wendy and Heidi in the living room.

"Wait, are you all hanging out without me?" I asked in a sort of sad tone. It's not that I don't want them hanging out, it's that we had this unspoken rule that if one person couldn't hang out, no one would. It was all or nothing basically. I never excluded anyone, even during fights and no one else did it too each other either, so why was this time any different? This rule meant a lot to us, Wendy especially.

I didn't say anything else to them, I just huffed and walked out the door. They were probably just being petty. The rain began as a sprinkle on my walk home, though I didn't mind, I like the rain. I walked all that way to say two things then leave. But it was worth it, Wendy looked sorry, Heidi's expression was a little more blank and Bebe just didn't care.

This is what I mean, Kyle and I don't work. Whenever we hang out, disaster follows. Kyle had to jump out my window, I had to lie to Stan, Bebe hates me, it's just not worth it. But, I can't tell Kyle that because if I see him I'll change my mind, I know I will. So I'll just avoid him and everything will go back to the way it was...hopefully.
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I didn't talk to Kyle for the rest of the weekend. But as I walked in school and saw him, everything came flooding back.
"Shut up, fatass!" Kyle yelled as Cartman scoffed at him.
"At least I'm not a red-headed Jew!" Cartman yelled back with a chuckle and walked off. As he walked off, Kyles eyes met mine.

I froze and starred back at him. Kyle started walking towards me and I rushed off down the hallway to avoid him. I didn't look back but I could imagine he wasn't very happy to see I had basically ran off.

Kyles POV

What the fuck. She was all over me two days ago. Oh my god, did Stan find out? She was stressing about that, maybe he said something to her. Maybe I did something. Should I follow her? Yeah, I need to make sure she's fine.
I rushed after her but as I turned the corner she went around, the crowd was too large and I couldn't see her at all. We don't have our first classes together so I'll see her at lunch.

Your POV

My first two classes were a breeze. No Kyle and no Bebe to worry about. After they finished I went to my locker to drop some books off then went to the cafeteria.

Out of habit I began walking over to Bebe, Wendy and Heidi. But I stopped and they all looked at me, Bebe with annoyance, Heidi blankly and Wendy with apologetic eyes. I looked over at Stan, Cartman, Kenny and Kyle. Kyle was already starting and so was Stan,  now that I think about it, everyone was. 

Half of my grade was at that party, meaning half of my grade new about the situation with me and Bebe. I stood in the middle of the cafeteria for a few seconds, tray in hand just standing there dumbly looking at everyone looking at me. Well not everyone was looking at me, but everyone I knew was. It was all too overwhelming. I grabbed the apple off my tray, dropped the rest on the ground and stormed out.

I heard Mr Mackay yelling at me to come back and clean up the mess I made but I ignored him. That probably wasn't my smartest move but I didn't really care. Sitting near Kyle would set off Bebe and I was avoiding him anyway.
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The rest of the school day felt weird, no one really talked too me much but that's fine. I got home and sat on the couch with Stan. "What happened with you today?" He asked me in concern.

"Oh, you know, girl stuff." I told him with a sigh.

"You could've come and sat with me and Kyle. I know you two get along now, right?" Stan asked again.

"Yeah, well, I just didn't want too." I snapped back and got up from the couch.

"There's obviously something more going on." Stan stated and got up after me. "I'm your brother, you can talk to me. I want you to talk to me."

"Yeah well I don't want to talk about it." I answered getting annoyed.

"See, there is something wrong!" He yelled as he stood right in front of me.

"So what if there is, I don't want to talk about it!" You yelled at him and stormed out the door. It's been very rainy in South Park recently and it's just one of those days. I walked out onto the very empty street we live on, it's never busy.

"So your just gonna run away!?" Stan yelled again. "Real mature!"

"I'm not running away!" I yelled at him, slowly getting wetter and wetter from the drizzle coming down from the sky.

"Then talk to me!" He yelled again.

"Leave me alone, Stan!" I yelled to him as he began storming up to me. Instead of yelling at me more or pushing me, he hugged me. He hugged me in the middle of our rainy street on a dark cloudy afternoon. I hugged him back. He didn't like apologising and I knew that, so I took this as one.