backup dancer

Audrey-

As my alarm goes off at its regular time I turn it off so it doesn't wake up little drake. Swinging my legs over so they are hanging on the side of the bed I sigh. When was the last time I got a complete night of rest? I don't remember, it's been awhile. I hate that I have to deal with my hell at night. It can bother me all it wants but I still won't tell a soul about what happens during those moments. I will let them sink back into the back of my mind till the following night arrives, and then I'm back in that corner for another round. A fight I may never win.

Turning my head towards Drake, seeing him shake in lose of contact. I lay on my side next to him, he senses my presence, and he snuggles up closer to me digging his body into my side. Seeing him do this breaks my heart cause he wouldn't be like this if we could afford an actual home for him. He is so precious to me, well I mean all my siblings are but he is just kept to himself and so fragile. He has been feeling sick and I don't know what to do. Thinking of what I have to do today, I am just going to have to ask for Aaron to help me out in taking him to the doctor today. Pulling the blanket to cover him up more making sure he was warm. Placing my pillow where I once was so he wouldn't wake up.

Walking out of my room slowly walking quietly into the restroom. Taking care of my business and take a quick shower walking out in my towel walking quickly back into my room walking to my dresser pulling out my under clothes slipping on my underwear under my towel and turn towards my closet to put my bra on. Looking at the time it's 6 now so I quickly grab a plain black shirt with some faded blue jeans putting on my clothes walking out to go wake up my other siblings for school and work. Walking to Chris's door I slowly opened the door to seem him still asleep. Slowly walking over to his bed I slightly shake him to wake him up. He picks up his head from his pillow looking so drained.

"Come on bubby you gotta get up." I say feeling horrible for having to take sleep from him.

"Did you already shower?" he asks rubbing his eyes sitting up. I nodded in response. He gets up walking to the bathroom going to take his shower. I walk to my other sibling's rooms and wake them up for them to get dressed since they took showers last night. Sihian gets dressed and brings me the brush and hair tie. I grab a spray bottle and dampen her hair. Making a tight French braid so it's nice and neat. I didn't have to do much with Zira's hair cause all I had to do was just put a little moose in it to make it look fresh. Chris gets out of the bathroom freshly showered and shaved and dressed in his work clothes. Walking to my mom's room after I help the girls get ready, seeing she is getting Drew ready trying to brush through his tight curls, she is the only one that can mess with his hair. Once she finishes his hair he kisses her cheek and runs out of the room where the others are.

"Mommy are you okay?" I ask with such concern

"Yea baby girl I'm okay." She says not being very convincing

"After school I'm taking drake to the doctor." I say looking at her. She nodes her head trying to find her purse.

"Mommy I have the money to take him don't worry about that." I say reassuring her.

"I just want him ready after school is done so I can take him."

"Mija I will have him ready by then, you shouldn't act like an adult at such a young age."

"Mama its okay once we get back on our feet everything will get better." I say rubbing her shoulder. Checking the time on my watch seeing it was 7. Giving my mom a finally hug before I left for school. Walking to the kitchen were my sibling were at I give them all hug and tell them to have a good day. Giving Chris the last hug before I left out the door, he hugged me so tight almost like I was completely back together, almost bringing me to tears. Pulling away from the hug I look into his Bright blue hazelish eyes I see so much wrong with him, he didn't have to tell e all the time that he was upset or something cause his eyes told me everything. They showed me what he was trying to hide from everyone else. Pulling away I walk out the door walking my normal route to school, which only took me 15 minutes to walk. Putting my headphones in blaring my music so loud I could feel my heart vibrate at the bass of the song. Concentrated on my thoughts and making sure I don't get ran over, walking across the streets.

I really need this job; I just hope that Aaron can help me out with this.

As I continued my walk still thinking about a name I could use for my form. Walking though the opening for the parking lot of the school, I see Aaron flirting with a girl that looks like she is won over with his "Charm" I walk up to where they are. He instantly hugs me tightly

"Audrey I would like for you to meet Dawn" he says pointing to the girl in front of me I put my hand out to shake hers. She shakes my hand lightly. Pulling my hand back turning back to Aaron "What about Sean? It kind fits don't you think? He lets it set in saying it under his breath looking at me "That could work." He says. Smiling looking back at dawn she is confused about what we are talking about.

"Oh Dawn sorry to leave you confuse like that, its that we are trying to get her and we have to make some.... Changes." he says even more confused by himself. I bust out laughing cause of the look on his face. She just nodes her head even more confused.

"Don't listen to him we will explain more over time for it to make sense." I say trying to ease her confusion.

We talked for a little bit longer trying to get to know Dawn. She is a dancer also but she does ballet and is an only child in her family.

"Hey you should eat lunch with us today unless you have cooler friends to hang out with." I say jokingly towards her she laughs "I don't have friends that are as cool as you guys." She says

"Mmhmm, I think she doesn't want to hurt our feelings." Aaron says trying to be serious.

The bell rings for us to go to first period, as we start our walk to class I needed to ask Aaron for a favor.

"Hey Aaron could you by any chance be able to help me take Drake to the doctor?"

"Yea of course I will, you know I would do anything to help you with your familia." He says giving me another hug as we continue our walk to class

I could already feel my nerves eat at me cause I know I'm going to have to take drake to the doctor after school. I hope its nothing too bad. 

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So i may be able to have more time to update for this story, i have so many plans for this, y'all have no idea!!! 

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