Save Me From Me ?Complete? [Editing]

Yall gone hate me for what I'm about to do 😩 but I love y'all though! 😂

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Serenity's pov

Waking up I had to use the bathroom. It's Monday. Sean, and I decided to go to the school house. We're going to try to get our classes online. Going into the bathroom I closed the door.

Sitting on the toilet I peed. After I was done I wiped myself, and flushed the toilet. Finally washing my hands, singing the happy birthday song twice, I decided to go ahead and take a shower. Setting my iPhone on the dock I went to pandora.

Ciara never ever started playing. This is my song. Stepping into the shower I let the water hit my body for a few minutes. I just sat there thinking about life. Maybe I should keep this baby. I don't know. That's something time will have to tell.

After scrubbing my body three times I rinsed off. Grabbing a towel I wrapped it tightly around my body. Stepping in front of the mirror, I wiped the fog off of it. My skin had a glow to it.

I'm guessing that's just the pregnancy. Anyways, after washing my face I brushed my teeth. Once that was done I walked into my room. Being careful not to wake Seam up. Once I'm finished getting dressed I'll wake him up.

Stepping into my closet I decided to wear something loose. I need a new wardrobe. Grabbing a pair of my boyfriend jeans I decided to wear those. They fit just right. Not too tight, and not too loose.

Grabbing my Tupac sweater I put that on. Finishing my outfit with my wheat colored uggs. "Bae why you didn't wake me up?" Sean asked as he stretched.

"I was going too after I got dressed. I know you need your rest, so I just decided to let you sleep for a little bit." I told him as I sat at the vanity.

"You're so sweet," he said as he tried to kiss me.

"Nah. You have morning breath, and I'm not feeling that." He looked at me. "What Sean?"

"You're supposed to love me through it all. Morning breath included. Now give me a kiss girl." I shook my head no. "Iight then. I see how our day going." He started sucking his teeth. "All by myself! Don't wanna be all by myself!" This boy here man.

"Go take a shower so we can leave." He nodded his head. After I finished getting ready I decided to go cook Sean some breakfast.

Walking out of my room I closed the door. Poohs old room door was open, so I walked towards it. My stomach was doing backflips as if he could still hurt me, but I knew he was dead. I couldn't help but to shed a few tears.

Stepping inside the room his basketball hoodie was still laying on his bed. Walking towards it, I picked it up. The smell of his cologne slapped me in the face. I miss pooh. Well the old normal pooh.

"Why you in here?" I jumped. Sean startled me.

"The door was open, and I-" Sean cut me off by raising his hand.

"You miss him don't you?" I dropped my head, and slowly nodded.

"Why'd you let me do it? Why'd you let me kill him? He didn't deserve that," I asked as tears started falling.

"You serious right now?" I nodded my head. "I didn't tell you to grab that gun. You walked to the table like you was billy the bad ass. Now you feeling some damn remorse? Get yo shit right mane before you lose a good one." Sean said as he walked out.

I couldn't help but to cry. Honestly, I do miss Pooh. Regardless of the shit he did. This child inside of me isn't Sean's. It's poohs. He should be here, but he's not. Walking to my room I sat at the vanity.