Sebastian Stan New Beginnings

*This takes place after part 19 on Tiktok *

*Mention of Anxiety and postnatal depression*

The next day after you EX David turns up on your doorstep . You and Seb sit in the reception area at your dad's work ( Your dad is a lawyer and has his own business) you start to bite your finger nails " Honey didn't do that " Seb take your hand away from your mouth and starts to stroke your hand with his thumb .

Your left leg start to jiggle and your breathing starts to change " Seb I I I " Seb looks at you and can see you struggling to breath he places his hand on your back and gently rub its " All right sweetie deep breath for me " you shake you head " i I cant" .

Just then you dad (Henry) comes walking in to the reception and places some paper work on the reception desk " Hey what going on ?" . He walks over to a crouches down in front of you "he .... he's .... back" You put your hand on your chest as you feel it tightening .

Your dad looks confused "Who's back?" Seb shift in his seat " David he turned up late last demanding to see Lexie " . Your dad stands up " take her to my office it's more private there " Seb help you up and walks you to your dads office your dad walks over to the reception desk " Alice can you cancel my appointments for today and phone my wife tell her i will be home late ."

A few minutes later your sat on your dad sofa in his office biting at you nails Seb across the room helping your dad with making some coffee "so what happen last night ?" Your dad hand Seb his coffee " Well David turned up demanding to see lexie " . Your dad take a sip of his coffee " Then what happen ?" Seb look over to you to see you chewing at your nails pretty hard " not lot Y/N just stand there so i step in and told him that he couldn't see her because it was late at night and then he start to demanding that i wake her ect then i just shut the door in his face " .

Your dad frowns as he walk over to the arm chair next to where you sitting " look if i did wrong then im not apologising because he was upsetting Y/N and she only got probably about 2 may be 3 hour sleep last night " Seb look down at his feet " You didn't do anything wrong Seb if i was i would of done the same " your dad sighs

A little while late you rest your head on Seb shoulder he has his arm around your shoulder rubbing it " he going to take her away isn't he?" your dad looks from his laptop " No he has no right anyway Seb has more right then him now the adoption come through" Seb kisses your head and pull you in his chest as you start to cry "sh sh sh it ok we will sort it i promise" .

Your mum comes busting in "CAUGHT YOU LIEING PIG " everyone turns around in confusion "Liz what are you doing here ? she walks in and points her finger at him " I got your little message from that tart at reception saying you will be home later " .

You whisper to " i think we should go and get lexie from your mums " Seb nod then you and Seb slowly get up trying not to make a sound " Yes i will be home as i am trying to deal with Y/N problem ".

Your mum stands up straight and look confused "what Problem ?" your dad sits back in his chair "why don't you ask her ?" he nod in your direction Liz turn around just to see you and Seb leaving the room .

Later that night you sit on Lexie's bed trying to get her to go to sleep "come sweetie its bed time" Lexie stands on her bed playing with her dolly you drop your head then place one of your hands over your eyes and sighs. "Need a hand ?" you look up to see Seb standing in the door way and you nod and move off the bed "right then you "Seb picks up lexie and tips her up side down "Ah daddy " she giggle and put her hand out to you "mummy help " you smile and chuckle " if she sick Seb then you can clean it up " .

Seb lays Lexie down in her bed then pulls the covers over her " Night night sweetie "he kisses her on the forehead you walk over to her and tuck her in "I love you know that you're my special little baby" you give her a quick kiss on the forehead then lexie hold her dolly up to you "mummy Kiss " You smile then kiss the doll and tuck it in the bed with her .

After you put lexie to bed your just getting drink in the kitchen when you feel Seb around his arm around your waist and he rest his chin on you shoulder " You alright baby?" you nod then take a sip of your drink "fancy having a cuddle in bed? " . You turn around in his arms and smile "i would love that " Few minute later you climb in to bed next to Seb " im sorry about today " you lay down on you right side and look at Seb he looks down at you " it ok " you frown at him " No Its not i feel like a right fool " you turn over so your back is to him .

"Honey come on " he put his arm around you waist and kisses your cheek " I know all about you panic attacks and that you stuff from anxiety and that you had mild postnatal depression when lexie was born which was brought on by David .

You frown then turn over to face Seb " How i have never told you any of that ?" He brushes some hair out of your face " your Dad told me with in a few month of us dating " . You roll your eyes " he had no right in doing that " Seb snuggle up be side you " i know but im glad he did you not the only one who suffers from this stuff " .

He grab you chin and turns you head to face him " i want to help so please let me " You nod then snuggle in to his chest "thank for being understanding most people would of left by now " Seb kisses you head " im not going anywhere ".