To Him.

I want to end this diary entry on a note, on what I wish to say to him if one day I ever have the courage to do so.

"You are the one person who understands me, TRULY understands me. The one person who has stuck by my side, who has seen me at my worst and was still willing to stick by my side, the one person whom I would allow to steal my heart over and over again because I know you would still becareful and care for it even though you do not feel romantically for me.

Your eyes, your smile, your laugh, your voice, your caring nature, your scent and just.. you. You fascinate me so. Your lore, your story, I wish to know all of them. I could spend the entire day listening to you speak and never get bored even though I easily do so.

You could always hold my attention in a split second.

You are a mystery to me and I wish to unravel that mystery, the story you hold so deep inside.

I wish I could be yours. But.. I am nothing more than a friend and that's okay. I could remain a friend forever and keep my distance if it makes you happy. I could leave and never come back if it makes you happy. I could do so much if it makes you happy.

I would do anything for you, my prince.

Please do not break my heart any longer. Please.. feel the same."