new Cipher Oneshots

Tw: sa, r@pe and selfharm, depression, suicide

PoV Will
I wasn't very excited to move in with our new stepdad, but Mom was so happy.

I hated leaving my friends and my life behind.

The manor lay in front of us and we started carrying stuff inside. All five of us were going to have our own rooms, which was incredible.

As soon as our stuff was inside, I was left to unpack. The room was very elegant and fancy. It had a tall window and a smaller one too.

I went over to them and gazed outside with tears in my eyes.

Eventually I started looking through my boxes and putting clothes into the big wardrobe.

Suddenly there was a knock on the door. I was hoping it'd be Bill, but when I opened, I stood face to face with a stranger.

"Hey, I'm Mason. Guess I'm going to be your stepbrother.", he said.

"Mason?", I asked, then I noticed he had put his hand out. I shook it.

"You're William, right? Well, I'll see you at dinner.", he smiled. Then he walked off.

I went back inside.

~
At dinner, everyone was chatting. My brother's loved their new rooms.

"William, are you okay? Aren't you going to eat something?", Mum suddenly asked.

"I'm not hungry. ", I sighed.

"What's bothering you, kid?", asked Stanford.

I felt tears rise into my eyes.

"I want to go home.", I sniffed. I was met with complete silence.

"Excuse me!", I sobbed. Then I jumped up and went straight to my room.

I sat beside my tall window, crying into my knees. Eventually there was a knock.

"Yes?", I sniffed. To my disappointment Stanford entered the room. He sat down on my bed and patted the space next to him. I stayed in my position.

"William, your mother is really upset. You hurt her.", he sighed. I swallowed thickly and looked away.

"You need to accept this new life. I'm sure you'll get used to everything soon.", he then smiled softly.

"I don't want to accept it! I didn't ask for a new school, a new room and MOST CERTAINLY NOT FOR A NEW DAD! YOU'LL NEVER BE MY DAD!", I cried out.

"You're being ridiculous. We're really just trying to make you happy.", said Stanford.

"I want to be alone, please.", I sniffed. Stanford nodded and left, closing the door behind him.

Nobody else came to check on me and I was really upset about that. Not even my friends had time to talk.

~~~
The next day I was miserable and depressed, so I didn't go down for breakfast.

Suddenly the door opened and Bill jumped on top of me.

"Blue! Come on, get up! You missed breakfast. ", he yelled.

"Not hungry.", I mumbled.

"How?! Anyway, do you want to go to the woods with Chill and me?", he beamed up. I shook my head.

"Fine, Mister Grumpy. See you at lunch!"

~
Kill dragged me down for lunch, but everyone seemed annoyed by my presence. I was feeling really really bad.

I ended up eating almost nothing. I went straight to my room again.

~
A few months had gone by.

One day, while the others went on a trip to a theme park, I didn't want to join them on, I was sitting on my bed. I was drawing.