~Addiction~ Lucifer Morningstar X Reader

The tea did help (Y/N) to calm down and she was quickly left alone again to rest in peace. Sure, her whole body was hurting, but it still helped her fall asleep. Her sleep was restless, and the young woman woke up multiple times from the pain of the cuts. It had been some time since her wounds had taken so long to heal... Some of them were pretty deep and when she finally woke up for the eight time and couldn't sleep anymore, the Sinner stood up out of her bed and took off her clothes, leaving her in her underwear. A few cuts had started swelling and made her skin around them red and painful to the touch. Just what had she gotten herself into?

With a quick glance on her phone, she saw that it was 8am already. If it wasn't for all the cuts scattered over her body, (Y/N) would go look for Charlie for a good talk. But why make herself go through all that physical pain? No, it would be better to just stay in her room. That way she could easily hide her cuts until they were fully healed. She was just about to slip back under the covers of her bed, her body covered in a shorts and a shirt, when someone knocked on the door. (Y/N) crawled back under the safety of her blanket, before telling the person to come in. It was Angel. He had probably heard that his new little friend wasn't doing well and decided to check on her as soon as he woke up. "Heya, (Y/N)... How are you doin'?". A shrug was her only reply, a pained smile on her lips.

Angel Dust stepped closer and sat down on the be next to her, putting his slim hand on her shoulder as she sat up in her bed. "Ya should stay down. Charlie told me ya feelin' sick, so ya gonna do anything to get well soon.", the spider demon spoke and pushed her backwards, so she would lay down again, his fingers pressing against one of the deeper and swollen cuts. The smaller Sinner suppressed a pained whimper, but her expression was still clear. Angel looked worried and squished her face with both his hands. "What's wrong, sugar? You need anything? Does anything hurt?" Oh how much did she want to tell him, but then not only Alastor would get in trouble, if they actually believed her. Everyone would know why she had that weapon in the first place. Surely she hadn't planned on killing herself, but where would she have drawn the line? After the first cut? The first drop of blood hitting the floor? The first time she'd fall unconscious because of the exhaustion? Deep down (Y/N) knew that it would only be a matter of time until she would kill herself, if she actually possessed an angelic weapon.

"I'm fine, d-don't worry, Angel..". He did not believe her. The pain in her eyes was too visible and he hated to be unable to help her. "Bullshit. What's hurting? Are you feeling too hot? That blanket is only heating you up more-", Angel grabbed the hem of the small Sinners blanket, pulling it down until it only covered her from the waist down. "See, all better,-". The spider demon stopped dead in his tracks when he saw the cuts on her now visible forearms. What was he supposed to say at that? Her whole skin was full of cuts, all of them irregular, some deeper, some longer, but it was clear that those were no normal wounds. Otherwise they wouldn't be so swollen and red. "(Y/N), I-" Angel starred into her eyes, before turning his head towards the slightly ajar door of her room. The small woman was frozen in shock, blankly starring at Angel in fear.

"Charlie!"

Now her fear began to rise even more. If Charlie knew, everyone would at some point. (Y/N) tried to sit up again to get away and avoid this situation, but Angel simply pressed her down into the bed again, calling for Charlie a second time. It didn't take long for Charlie, Vaggie, Lucifer and Husker to all walk to the room, still left in the dark about what was awaiting them in (Y/N)s room. Vaggie was the first one to enter and as soon as she saw what was going on, she rushed over to the hurt resident's side to inspect the wounds. Charlie was quick to follow, looking at (Y/N) in shock and slowly pulling the blanket down further, only to reveal more cuts on the girls' thighs and legs in general.

(Y/N) couldn't move, all those eyes on her had her frozen in place. Her eyes were watering, and she tried her best to hold in her tears. Husker threw in a comment: "I think she needs a bit more space, whatever happened..." At least he was trying to help. Lucifer was simply standing at the side, starring in shock from how many cuts those were. Angel and Charlie stepped back, leaving Vaggie to inspect the wounds. "Those were definitely caused by Angelic steel". The small Sinner sat up and hugged her knees close to her chest as she was released from every grip. This was painful, but it gave her a bit more security. "What happened? Who hurt you with an angelic weapon?"

She was just about to answer, sick of lying all of the time, when she noticed Alastor suddenly standing between everyone, a warning grin on his lips. Not a single sound left her lips, and she quickly buried her face in her own knees, knowing that Alastor would only make this so much more worse. "Dad, can't you heal those wounds?"- "No, sweety. A normal one, always. But those caused by angelic weapons are... much tougher", Lucifer replied, still stepping forward to give it a try. Alastor, behind everyone, still shot you a warning glare.

The fallen Angels hands wrapped around her arms and shoulder slightly, making the process a bit shorter. (Y/N) flinched, her eyes fixated on Alastor, whom she started seeing as an animal that took great sadistic pleasure in seeing her pain and fear. As long as he was present, there was no way she would be able to open up. (Y/N) simply hid her face in hopes of him going away and everyone to stop asking dumb questions, but that didn't work... Lucifers touch was the only distraction she got and needed right now....

We hope you enjoyed this new chapter. I'm tired and exhausted and sacrificed every night on this, so some thighs might be... dumb. Finally I got some time off work and my vacation starts tomorrow. Anyways, have a great one and until next one! :D

Writing: Moon

Inspiration: Fawn

Simping: Us both

Word count:1130