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I wish

I've grown up watching this man's interviews, he talks alot of inspiring things that pulled me into loving business even more. I've been dying to meet him my whole life and I can't believe I just met him so easily. The snap of his finger pulls me out of my wonderland "oh, I know where I've seen you. Aren't you Gabriela Gonzalez's daughter?" he asked

That's my mom

"yeah, she is my mom" I agreed. So he does know me. I'm going to explode from the inside. "right, but I bet you don't remember the time we met, you where a little girl when I was telling your mom to design my office interior" he said "yeah your right, I couldn't remember" I said honestly. I wish I could remember.

"you've grown into a really beautiful woman" he said and I'm fully blushing right now at his compliment "thanks so much sir" I said "so, I brought her here to talk to you or maybe ask you some questions about business. She's a business student" Lin said making me remember he was also arround. "right no problem, any questions Natasha?" Xander asked and I  nodded "I have alot of questions" I said.

We then made our way to the chairs and I started asking him questions right away like it was my mission at the first place. I've always had questions for him. Lin excuses him self leaving me alone with Xander and I had a great time with him tho. He's calm and so friendly which I didn't expect in the first place.

After my interview like session with him, Lin picked me up and we walked to his car. I was jumping up and down like a bunny as I was telling him how I enjoyed talking to Xander. "he looks even better in real life than on TV" I said. "hmm" was his reply. He has been doing that all the time "oh my God I'm so happy" I said

"by the way how did you know I like Xander?" I asked and he chuckles "you included him in your essay" he said "oh" I said in realization "so this is an awkward question but, I herd you call him Dad. I thought you where Korean?" I asked

He let out a sigh "he was my step dad before my mom got married to my dad again" he said and I furrowed my brows "what do you mean?" I asked "it is complicated but, my mom had my dad before she met Xander and Xander married my mom while she was pregnant with me but then devorced him to get back with my biological dad. Thankfully, Xander still sees me as his son despite every thing that happened between him and my mom" he explained.

He just shared a personal story with me. He trusts me "oh, I get it now. I am also a mixed blood some how. My mom is Spanish and my dad is pure black American and I got the dark complexion from him" I also shared a personal story with him to make things even "right" he nodds and keeps his eyes on the road.

The next minutes where silent until I decided to break it "please don't take me to your house, I have to study for the upcoming exams" I siad honestly. I know if I go to his house with him, I will not focus on studying "I won't. I know how your exams are important to you" he said and my lips form a grin "thanks, I know I still got a week left but damn, I've got to get my self ready" I said and he chuckles.

"right, here we are" he said parking. He has done alot for me tonight, I should thank him properly. I leaned into his chair after unbuckling my seat belt and collided my lips with his into a passionate kiss. It didn't take him too long to give in and start to kiss me back. He cupped both of my cheeks in his hands and I tilted my head to the side into a different angle that deepened the kiss.

I pulled away afterwards "thank you for tonight" I said and he nodded "my pleasure" he said and I opened the door to my side and mouthed a goodnight then rushed to my dorm. That was amazing.

I got inside and started telling Carly every thing right away "guess who I met tonight?" I asked and she shook her head "spill, hurry" she said and I jump up in excitement "I met Xander Loius for God's sake" I yelled and she got up from her bed "what the fuck Natasha, stop. I have a crush on that man" she said and I wiggle my brows "I did meet him and he is some how connected to Mr Seol omfg I'm so happy" I said jumping into a hug with her.

"I'm so jealous" she said "you should be, he's 10× hotter in real life and to my surprise, he knows my mom" I said "fuck you bitch your so lucky" she said "did you get an autograph or something?" she asked. "I was so lost into asking questions and I forgot to ask for an autograph" I said honestly.

"man, I can kiss him 100 times when I meet him. I fuckin' love him" she said "I know right" I said and we went on with our conversation for the night.

I lied to Lin that I wanted to get back to study. I wanted to gossip with Calry for the whole night cuz I was so damn excited.

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I have a confession to make, I also had a crush on Xander lmao. The imagination of him I made in my head was so hot and my obsession with him was so unhealthy. (I got over it I promise)

This was like a filler chapter but I hope you like it anyway because I'm not satisfied with what I wrote.

And also I know what it feels like to be a mixed blood.

Because I've got some Indian blood flowing in my veins hehehe (imagine me saying that in the Italian accent because I love being dramatic). My great Grandmother was Indian And I'm from a small country in Africa.

Well I won't tell you until you ask me so
Bye <3333

[Not me beginning a sentence with 'because'. My English teacher would kill me right now for that]

I love you
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