Idk if I've mentioned this on here before I think I have but I am a Christian and my whole family believes in Jesus
So this is just a little dump on how I'm feeling rn
I kinda feel like Jesus isnt listening to me like I know He sees I'm hurting but that I'm trying to be a better person and trying to have faith in Him but it doesn't...feel right. Like all I've felt for some time is just sad honestly I haven't been feeling very good mentally and I don't even know what He's trying to teach me anymore if He is trying to teach me a lesson because I know He sees that I'm trying I'm trying not to cuss as much I don't use His name in vain I'm trying to just let go and not worry about things even though that's extremely hard for me I'm trying to be nicer and put other people first but I'm not really feeling close to Him anymore even though I'm doing all of this. I love Him with all my heart but I don't know what He's doing anymore. All I've felt is sad and whenever I feel happy He always takes it away. I don't even feel like I'm gonna go to Heaven anymore I think I'll go straight to Hell. I don't know what He wants from me D:
