All the way from Base-house to station, she walked through this rain. Even the rain seems to have mercy on her, because it stopped for almost 20 minutes. But those dark thunder clouds were giving surety of another broken downpour.
She didn't take a sit in the local, even though all the seats of the open air train were almost empty. Today people choose to let the weather win over their works . But fortunately the last train of the day chose to finish its work by fetching the last destination. It's 6:30 pm, She already left a message for her grandpa.
Beside the entrance of the vehicle, She is standing quietly, hugging her drenched self. Putting her head above the door frame of the train with all soaked clothes, she gets lost in her thoughts. The rain started to pour again, the droplets of water turned stronger mixing with the wind which continuously sprinkled all over her face through the gate. Her already soaked clothes were now dripping.
Her ginger brown shoulder length hair found its way with the wind. The darkness of the night and clouds had already covered all the day lights. The pitter-patter sound in the roof of the machinery is whispering their own song.
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But her thoughts left all the beauty of nay far behind. People say - A woman is more future oriented than a man.
It's simply acceptable, because women don't possess so much freedom and born opportunities like men do in society. And the same girl's rules go for her and from there all the questions begin.
--- How will her life end ? In the end, will she be worthy enough in this expensive world ? Is she giving her best ? What if the best version of her till the end, isn't the actual best she expected ? What if she had to live a life under her husband's dominance and had to spend a typical dependent life ?
It's nothing but a life of burden where you have to give the tiniest spending of yours to the breadwinners of the family, because he is the earning member and you are only a eating member. It's the worst thing a woman can do - kneel in front of this toxic male dominated society.
All the 'If' in her thoughts feels like an invisible monster who is slowly stepping forward -- what if she couldn't be able to help her grandpa financially ever ? She will become a burden in her own eyes.
She is afraid of being a woman, A woman who doesn't have a little amount of income, A weak woman who can't stand for herself, A woman who is not allowed to know out of her husbands permission, A woman who gets abused in her bedroom or a helpless woman we see in a brothel Or a forced women on her bosses table lying naked. No difference.