talking about standards,
setting the bar high,
my bloodline treats me well,
they are mad when i let out curse words,
they are workaholic
they value women's works
they put religion on top of everything
they respect men like what our religion taught us,
they value kids with higher education,
sports, interest, and hobbies,
I was taught to be brave,
high-heads for confidence
nutritious food and vitamins for brains,
and yet honey,
i lower my bar for you.
for a creature that once-
hold my whole existence
and just one minute you left,
i destroyed the greatest me,
i destroyed the soul that i built just for you,
the respect and independence just for you,
kneeling and begging over you
just to stay and gave me the attention-
that I craved.
you left me starved and never returned.
