The next morning Kushi was eating breakfast with her Gupta family. Everyone knew she was hurt and sad but watching her trying to behave normally they decided not to ask anything. They don't want to rub salt on her wounds by asking their questions like why did she agree to marry Arnav ? How is their relationship now ? Does she love him or not ? And many more .
Yesterday, Garima tried to ask something regarding their relationship but Kushi changed the topic . She can feel her daughter was in pain and thus decided not to increase her agony . She was the one who asked Sashi and Madhumati to give Kushi some time and then they will ask her but for now they decided to make her happy.
Madhumati cooked Kushi's favourite aloo Puri for breakfast and Sashi made jalebi for her . Garima was feeding her with her hands and the whole family was laughing remembering her childhood antics .
" Remember jiji , once Kushi beat the boy of her class ..," Garima said recollecting some memories.
" Yes , that boy got a broken nose and she was suspended for a week ," Madhumati said .
" So what he was teasing payal jiji .. he should be grateful that I just broke his nose ," Kushi pouted.
" But beta , you should have told the teacher rather than acting violently..but I must say my girl is so strong ," Sashi said while feeding her a jalebi .
" I am full , now let's watch a movie today ...," Kushi suggested .
" A Salman khan film? ..." Garima asked Knowing that her daughter will surely suggest his movie .
" Yeah , Amma ," Kushi said with a smile.
" Okay , as my princess says," Sashi agreed.
They cleared the breakfast table . After sometime they were watching the movie when they heard a knock.
Kushi got annoyed. She stood up saying ," who the hell is here at this time .."
She opened the door and was surprised to see Arnav.
She asked ," aap yaha ?"
You here
" Ha , kyu Mai nhi aa skta ?," Arnav questioned back.
Yes, can't I come here ?
" Aaye babua .. aap kabhi bhi yaha aa skte h ..," Garima said .
Come babua , you can come here at any time.
Arnav came inside and sat on the sofa . He said watching the T.V screen ," So you guys were watching a movie , had I disturbed you?".
" No .. no ," Madhumati said while switching off the T.V.
" Yes , you are .. now tell me why are you here ?" , Kushi was annoyed.
" To take my wife back ," Arnav said .
" We are divorced Mr. Raizada ," Kushi claimed.
" No , we are not .. I stopped it and now you are going back with me .." Arnav said .
" I am not going anywhere and proceed with the process . I want divorce," Kushi said .
Arnav took her hand and dragged her into the room . Before closing the door he said to the Gupta's," I am sorry for behaving like this but I need to talk with my wife ." Then he closed the door .
" What kind of behaviour is this , Mr.Raizad?" Kushi scolded him .
Arnav pulled her close to his chest and said ," I wanted to talk with my dear wife ."
" I am not your wife .. you yourself choose to divorce me .. you could have told me but no ... You chose to give me to SJ ," Kushi claimed , by now her eyes got filled with tears .
She turned back as she didn't want Arnav to see her tears .
When she didn't hear any words from him she turned back wiping her tears . She saw , Arnav kneeling in front of her . His head was down .
Kushi asked shockingly," Why are you kneeling like this ?".
" because I know I did wrong , I shouldn't have put your life in danger for saving Di's life .. I am sorry ," Arnav said , his head was still down.
Kushi made Arnav stand up and then she looked into his eyes and said ," I am not angry because of that .. even if I had to die for Di , I would have gladly died .. you don't understand me ... Not even a bit .. I was not scared of SJ because he was after me .. I was scared that he would harm someone else because of me that I can't tolerate... I am not angry because you put my life in danger , I am disappointed because you never trusted me."
Arnav said ," I trust you ." He put his hands on her shoulders while saying this .
" No Arnavji , you don't and you never did ..," Kushi said .
" Kushi .. I ...", Arnav was about to say something when Kushi took a few steps back making a distance between them , she said.," You didn't told me when you witnessed the bomb blast .. you didn't told me when you start doubting Shyam .. you didn't told me anything about blackmailing.. only if you would have we could have tackled the situation in a different manner .. well now I have no grudges against you because now we don't share any relation."
" We are not divorced Kushi ..." Arnav said in a painful voice .
" A marriage without trust is nothing but a lie so it's better to free each other from this lie ," Kushi said .
" You too , hid your plan when you caught Aditya ," Arnav claimed .
" Because , you hided the fact of bomb blast and I knew if I would have .. you will never agree because you don't trust that I can help in capturing him .. all you wanted me to do is sit inside the four walls and wait for you to end my problems .. for you may be I was never eligible for being a partner who can fight by your side ," Kushi said .
" It's not like Kushi , I just don't want you to be in any dangerous situation," Arnav said .
" Arnavji , aap ek aurat ki taqat nhi jante .. hum kamjor nhi hai , ha hum dare hue the ,par dar kisko nahi lagega jab unke apne unki wajah se khatre mai ho ? Hume bhi lag rha tha par hum kamjor nhi the ..Humne Sadi ke waqt Kasam khayi thi aapka humesha har hal Mai saath Dene ki aur hum is kabil the par aapne kabhi esa smjha hi nahi ...jab aapko .. humare pati ko hi yeh yakin nahi ki hum bure waqt m unka saath nibha skte h toh dusro ko hum kya bole .. Jaye aap yaha se kyuki aapki koi baat ab humare Dil se yeh yaad nhi Mita skti ki aapne hum par bharosa nhi kiya ," Kushi said while her eyes were filled with tears .
Arnavji, you don't know the strength of a woman.. I was not weak, I was just scared, who will not get scared when their loved ones are in danger because of them? I also felt scared but I was not weak ....I swore at the time of the wedding that I will always support you in every situation and I was capable of that but you have never understood ..... When you , my husband..don't believe that I can cope with our bad times, so what can I say to others.. go now , nothing you can say now to erase this memory from my heart that you didn't trust me .
Sorry guys for making you wait for so long ...
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