Random Thoughts

We've met different people along the journey.
Some who just passed,
Some will stay.
I want to talk about those people who stay with us and are willing to be with us in our journey.

To that someone  who stay, we are grateful and blessful.
It is because we can not feel the bitter truth of being alone and lonely.
Yes, although it is peaceful, I hate to admit that it's sad.
Especially when everyone else around you is having that someone who stays.
To that someone, please be with us.
Because you came and chose to stay, and we wanted that to be long lasting.
Because it matters and it marks.
And it is inspirational and motivated.
And it hurts if you walk away from us.
What I mean, if you're tired of being with us, do not just leave like we are nothing. Please be that someone that even physically absent, still the memories are with us.
It is not being selfish and demanding, it is being fair with our feelings.
I mean it is really hard to be hurt,
But we wanted to lessen the weight of pain, by only being someone who can be respectful for hurting others.
Do not just leave like we mean nothing to you,
At Least leave with some respect, that even if it could hurt us, still respect the pride and the moments that we treasured with you, with you as that someone that made us happy, lovely and lively.
Because it has never become easy to be left by someone that is questionable.
So to that someone, at least leave peacefully with the pain not angry with the pain.

To that someone who left that really means to us.
Still thank you because of that meaningful moments with you.
Maybe, it is really what it is.
You can never cage a bird who can able to fly.
Their wings will always find the wind to fly freely, and the only thing that we can do is watching them flying freely and accept what it is.

To that someone who are away from us with regrets.
We felt sorry, sometimes we need to choose the path without you because it is the right thing to do.
Even it hurts and it is hard, we need to do it.
To that someone, if everything falls accordingly,
We will choose to be with you in the right time.
Sometimes, even if it so much means to us, we have no right to keep them if its suffocate them.
And there are times, that even how much they are willing to be with us if the time is not willing then we need to let go them.
It just that, do not settle for that someone that already toxic to each other, it can hurts even more.

To that someone we have to refuse by willingness to be with us, to court us, to enter our hearts, to get hold of our hearts, to be the sparkle of our eyes, to be the source of our smile and to be the reason of our happiness.
To those someone, We sincerely sorry.
Sometimes, you have no idea how much willingness for us to be with you but we choosing to not because we have that reason that it's very important.
It is so much important that we are choosing to refuse the chances of happiness and smiles.
And we need respect for that and thank you for that.

To that someone who really value us,
Thank you and forever grateful.
Thank you for appreciation.
Thank you for the love and efforts.
Thank you for endless chances that you are willing to hold just to make us happy.

And lastly to that someone who can read this, I just wanted to know that you are worthy, you are unique and you can be happy if you choose to do all of those important matters and aspects that can make you entitled by your own.
I hope you can be that someone that will make you feel yourself.
I hope you can be that someone that can make you happy, satisfied and comfortable.
I hope you can be that someone that is not pretending but freely and surely.
And I hope you can be that someone of yourself.
No one else, but yourself.

" Don't do things to be someone that is not you, be that someone that entitled by who you really are"
(Arkeybee)