Irrevocable | Kim Mingyu | Seventeen | Svt Ff

Y/N's Pov :

His hands felt hot against my waist through the fabric of my dress and my palms that were against his chest, clenched on his shirt; I was almost frozen on my spot.
I took a step back and walked away from there and he let me go.

Grabbing a whiskey from the waiter passing by me, I went upstairs.
I took a sip of it and then inhaled and exhaled two long breaths.

Once I felt myself calm down, I leaned forward placing my arms on the railings and looked at the others on the down floor. The dance was still going on, Yoonji was with Eric now, laughing while waltzing around. They looked genuinely happy and I couldn't help but smile fondly at them.

"They look so good together. Yoonji looks beautiful in her wedding gown, doesn't she?", Lisa asked as she stood beside me.

I straightened my posture and replied to her, "She does".

"But that'll never be you", she said turning her body towards me.

I looked at her questioningly.

"Well, women like you don't get to have a wedding, you know", she said smiling.

"Excuse me?", I asked with a frown.

"What, you don't think I know that you've been sleeping with Mingyu behind my back even after knowing that he's with me?", she asked as if she has caught me.

"Are you pretending or are you really that dense coz even if I was sleeping with him, it has nothing to do with you, Lisa. You and him were over long ago, so stop making everything about you", I said keeping myself as calm as I could.

Lisa : "Really? You think we're over? Then explain why he brought me to this wedding with him. Explain why he got me this dress and why he makes love to me in his bed"

I felt like someone was squeezing my heart with their bare hands when she said it. I know that him and I didn't really have a label on us but we did agree on letting each other know if we wanted to end things and that we wouldn't be with anyone else while being in our 'arrangement'.

I know I haven't talked to him about ending things like I should've but that is exactly what's making it hurt me more; I haven't ended things with him and yet he went to her. He didn't keep his words.

Lisa : "He has a long list of girls like you so I ain't bothered about that but what bothers me is when such girls try to claim him. You're just one of his girls and that's all you'll ever be, Y/N"

I couldn't bring myself to say something back to her even though I wanted to because right now, my mind was processing her words while my heart felt heavy in my chest.

"And you know what women who spread their legs for 'already taken men' are called? A mistress. A fucking slut", she spewed.

"Mind your fucking language", I said with a clenched jaw.

"You're used", she said with a little laugh, "Don't you feel ashamed of yourself? Or is that what you all do? Is it in your family? Your mother-"
Slap
I couldn't care about her being older than me anymore.
Lisa : "How d-.
Slap again
I slapped her hard.