RANDOM ONESHOTS

Noah! Hey don't do that, you can hurt yourself. Said Brian running over to Noah who had a knife pressed against his wrist.
Noah, give me the knife. Said Brian sternly after Noah gripped the knife harder pressing it more against his skin so Brian forcefully took it cause it looked like Noah couldn't hear him, like he was to caught up in his thoughts to notice Brian talking.
Noah? Asked Brian after taking the knife and placing it on the counter before noticing Noahs eyes are filled with tears so he hugged him.
W-why are-arent you as-asleep? Stuttered Noah realizing that Brian is right infront of him.
Why were you gonna hurt yourself? Asked Brian still hugging him until Noah let go, Noah was just staring at the floor trying to hold in his tears, he didnt respond growing Brians concurn.
Noah? Please talk to me, like before doing stuff like this, please? Basically begged Brian still not having a clear answer as to why Noah would even think about doing this.
Noah please say something, are you ok? Asked Brian really worriedly about Noah.
I'm sorry. Said Noah his voice barely above a whisper, what broke Brian's heart even more was that he sounded so hopeless and broken.
You didnt do anything, it's ok, lets go to bed. Said Brian taking Noahs hand and leading him upstairs to his room, Noah then climbed into his bed silently laying down and Brian didnt leave his side until he fell asleep and even after that Brian stayed for about a half a hour before also leaving to go sleep in his bed.
Hey. Said Noah sitting on the couch on his phone as Brian walked downstairs.
Goodmorning, how'd you sleep? Asked Brian not knowing if he should bring up what happend last night cause Noah is acting like nothing happend.
Fine, what about you? Asked Noah his voice quieter then usual but Brian didn't say anything knowing what happend the night before.
Good, but like, Noah. Said Brian walking over to Noah sitting next to him.
Are you ok? Like actually ok? Asked Brian his voice laced with concurn making Noah sigh.
M'fine, thanks for stopping me last night. Said Noah thinking about what would've happened if he cut himself, his 2 month streak would've been down the drain.
No problem, if you ever think about that again I don't care what time it is just call me or come to me. Said Brian sternly but yet at the same time softly, Noah nodded.
So what are we gonna film today? Asked Noah clearly trying to switch the subject.
Uhh, I was thinking like ordering what the person infront of us ordered. Said Brian getting up and walking towards the kitchen for food.
Oh, ok. Said Noah clearly not wanting to do that in the tone of his voice cause he couldnt eat, like he just couldnt eat anything without calculating how many calories were in it, now that he thinks about it he hasn't ate anything if the past 2 days.
Or did you wanna do something else? Asked Brian grabbing the bottle of water out of the fridge.
Uhh no thats good. Said Noah but Brian could tell that Noah didn't actually wanna do that due to the sound of his voice.
If you dont wanna be apart of the video thats fine. Said Brian and Noah nodded.
Thanks. Said Noah.
You sure you are ok? Asked Brian again and Noah reassured him that he's ok but Brian didn't fully believe him especially cause of what happened last night.