DESOLATION

INEZ

"Inez, cén fáth nach bhfuil tú linn?" Lorcan said. The lady looked in my direction and she looked at me with disgust. Her eyes scanned me as if I was someone below her. I continued to look at them with a straight face. She pulled her hand back and sat up straight but did not move away from him. Lorcan picked up his wine glass and drank it. (Inez, why don't you join us?)

"Cinnte," I said and went in their direction. I sat on the couch that was across from them. I took in the appearance of the lady and I would not like to say but she was looking none less than a whore. (Sure)

With dark raven hair that reached her shoulders, she was wearing a short red dress that hardly reached her thighs. The dress was sticking to her body like a second skin and her boobs were falling out of her chest. She had a pretty face and her eyes were beautiful too. She has an appearance that could easily seduce any man and apparently, my husband looked like one of them.

The thing that irritated me was the way she was looking at me. She is looking at me as if I am sitting with her husband but in truth, it is just the opposite.

"Inez, meet Saoirse" Lorcan's voice made me look at him as he introduced the lady with a smile.

"Saoirse, seo í mo bhean chéile iontach, Inez." He introduced me. Very well, so he does remember that I am his wife. I guess Saoirse does not understand English. (Saoirse, this is my stunning wife, Inez)

I looked in Saoirse's direction and she snorted looking at me.

"WOW! Is cosúil go bhfuair tú bréagán duit féin. Geall liom go gcaithfidh sí a bheith iontach chun tú a shásamh sa leaba." I said with a smile. Lorcan's expression did not change and he poured himself some more wine. I purposely said it in Spanish so she could understand. (Wow! Seems like you have found yourself a toy. I bet she must be wonderful in satisfying you in bed)

"Níos mó ná mar a d'fhéadfá a shamhlú," Saoirse said with a sneer without any shame. (More than you could imagine)

I felt anger rushing in my veins at her reply. She is shamelessly confessing about having sex with my husband when she knows that he is married. I look towards Lorcan and do not find any guilt on his face. Her reply has not only angered me but has hurt my feelings too.

"Well then, how about you let me go and fuck your whore in peace," I said with disgust while looking at Lorcan. I have never in my life used such words for a woman but I cannot stop this burning in my heart. I wish I could kill this woman and then him as well. I want to be happy that finally, his attention is going towards someone else because this is what I wanted. I wanted him to leave me but no, I am not happy now.

I am angry and jealous. The love which I feel towards him has become my weakness.

Lorcsn's eyes hardened at my suggestion and an irritated look appeared on his face. He looked at me with hard eyes. I look towards his hand. His hand was clutching the glass tightly. It will break any moment now. Saoirse looked between us with confusion because she did not understand what I said.

"Téim, a Lorcáin. Níor cheart dúinn ár n-oíche a mhilleadh mar gheall uirthi." She said and placed her hand on Lorcan's left hand. Her fingers were touching the ring which clearly stated that he was married to me. I felt the anger rise inside me as I continued to look at their hands. (Let's go, Lorcan. We should not ruin our night because of her)

"Before you leave, we need to talk about something. Give me a divorce and then be with anyone you want. It should not be a problem for you because now you have found someone else" I said with determination while looking at him. I am happy that now I can be away from him.