The Unthinkable Life

Raelyn

"Can I be completely honest with you," I asked while my nerves was about to jump out my body. He was about to say something until his phone rang. "Hold on I have to take this," he said in that sexy ass NOLA accent. I mean my family and friends are from NOLA but my accent ain't as rich as his, I guess because he's a guy and a little bit older. I just shook my head in agreement. "Yea, wassup. I'm at a friends house right now ma but I'm coming home before the sun come up. I'll be home before you leave for work." He said as he talked to his momma. He hung up and I was in the kitchen pouring up me a drink and getting ready to roll up. He was looking around the second floor for me and he was passing the stair way when he spotted me looking at him laughing. "Oh that's funny ma, what you got there," he asked as he was looking at the items in my hand. "Nothing but some relaxation," I say I went up to check on my two sleeping sisters they were still knocked out. I walked downstairs and saw him looking out the window at the pool. "You ain't gotta stand that far away I ain't gon bite you ma if that's what you scared of," He said while laughing. "Boy ain't nobody scared of you I was just looking to see what you was doing, do you wanna sit out back," I asked while pushing my hair behind my ear looking so innocent. He said "sure, and you asked me could you be completely honest with me right," I nodded. "Well I wanted to basically say ummm," I said with his full attention on me. "Gon head ma ain't nothing to be ashamed of," he said while I walked towards the pool. "Well I really like you but I was afraid to let you know because I have always been rejected not for being ugly I mean you can look at me and see I'm beautiful but I'd get turned down for being a huge nerd who always has her head in books studies hard gets straight A's goes on college tours and gets in competitions for academics, and I was afraid you would just want to.....you know just hit it and quit it," I said while looking at my feet in the water. *laughs a little* "Ma even if you are a nerd you shouldn't be afraid to tell a guy how you really feel even if he is older than you and fortunately I like girly nerds." He said picking my head up so he would have my full attention. "You are way too beautiful and smart to be worried about what a niggah thinks especially high school boys, you aren't in need of a boyfriend you're in need of a man that truly wants to see you succeed and watch you make your dreams come true and be there to help you with whatever it is." I just smiled because he was actually looking me dead in my eyes. He leaned to kiss me but I pushed him in the pool and hopped up quickly. "Oh so after all that I said and meant this is how you treat a niggah," he was livid but all he could do was laugh. My sides were hurting from me laughing on the ground. Next thing I knew "SPLASH" he threw me in. He turned around and all he saw was bubbles. "Raelyn??" He screamed and jumped in I was waiting for him to come to the bottom and get me luckily it didn't take long. We got back to the top and he was shaking me "Raelyn do I need to do mouth to mouth on you,"He asked. "Don't put your lips on me until you wash your entire face," I said laughing. He just looked at me like he seen a ghost. "What's wrong with you, you seen a ghost or something," I asked while walking towards the house. "You scared the shit outta me I thought you had drowned," he said worried. And the worlds greatest actress award goes to Raelyn Skyy," I said laughing while giving air kisses to the imaginary crowd. "You scared me for real i thought I lost you," he said all sad. "I'm sorry I scared you I guess you can let yourself out August I hope you get home safely," I said between tears as I ran upstairs to my room.

August

"I'm sorry I scared you I guess you can let yourself out August I hope you get home safely," Raelyn said as she cried her beautiful dark blue eyes out. "Shit I didn't mean to make her cry" I said as I was following her upstairs. She was in her room changing, I gave her a minute to change and she jumped on the bed still crying. I walked in and she didn't even look up at me. "Raelyn I didn't mean to make you cry you just scared me that's all I'm sorry I made you feel bad." I said sitting at the end of her bed. Her room was big and nicely organized and decorated. "It's okay I shouldn't have scared you its my fault if you never wanna see me again I completely understand," she said still crying her eyes out. "Raelyn it's okay I'm not mad with you I'm straight but the real question is are you okay," I asked really concerned. She didn't answer me. I looked to see if she was okay and she was sleep still crying. I crawled to her and wrapped my arms around her and pulled her closer to me and soon I was sleep. I heard somebody gasp but it wasn't Raelyn. I opened my eyes to see I guess her oldest sister shaking her head and saying "This girl here done finally lost her 'innocence' omg I guess I'll get her some pills tomorrow," she said while walking down the hall. I closed my eyes and thought to myself 'innocence' oh so baby girl a virgin. Well I knew I wasn't going to beat the sun home so I might as well get ready to hear ma's mouth.