Unpredictable| Javon Walton

JAVON
"yea" she said innocently, I've been dreading this moment but it was time.
" I'm leaving tomorrow" "yea I know" and said in a low tone "what if we don't work out" "what makes you say that" "I have to focus on boxing and I don't want us to drift apart or you feel like I don't want you anymore and move on" " but what if we do drift apart, I'm willing to wait for you but what if we do stop talking" "imma try to make sure that doesn't happen" "how am I supposed to know we'll stay together" "you won't, but we both got to want this" " I want this, I want you" with her words I sat up and looked her in the eyes "I love you Andrea" she looked a bit shocked by my words but the shocked expression turned into a expression of relief, "I love you too Javon" and I with that I put my hand on her cheek and pulled her into a kiss and only her lips on mine could give me the feeling of inner peace.

ANDREA
as we sat side by side on the grass as my head was resting on his shoulder and just holding on the moments that we had together because before we knew it, it was going to be morning and he would be leaving. "If for some reason we do become distance and forget about one another just know I'll always be here for you" I said to him which made him look over at me "I'm here for you too Andrea, promise me if anything does happen you wont change the way you look at me" he said which left me a bit confused because I didn't really understand what he meant by that "what do you mean" "I mean peoples told me how mean and stuff you are but your not that way with me, you don't have to put on a tough act with me because I understand you and you understand me and I just don't want anything making you look at me the way you look at others" I didn't know that he had realized that and it was true I felt safe with him and didn't feel as if I need to seem big and bad with him because I knew he'd see right through me. "I promise, No matter what happens I'll always suppose you and anything you choose to do, even if we were to not talk for a long time I'd still remember my promise to you and will still be by your side cheering you on from a distance and if you have a bit of doubt look into the crowd and you'll notice I'll be there for you and I'll always will.

JAVON
we had left the festival to get something to eat, we would have went back into the festival to eat but we wasn't feeling like going back into the crowd.
I knew when I got back home I wouldn't hear the end of it because I've spent more money on Andrea then I've ever had on myself but I didn't care if she touched sum and I could tell she wanted it I would buy it for her without her knowing because I knew if she knew she wouldn't have let me, the fans were going a bit crazy right now because they noticed I was in Texas and was with Andrea before today because I posted a pic on my story, all u could see was the floor and some stuff that was being sold at the store but I didn't noticed that u could see some of Andrea while she was looking at sum of the clothes and in the corner u could see her purse hanging down because she was making me hold it. Some people thought it was cute while others got mad about it but I didn't listen to them because they were just jealous.

We headed back to the house and got ready for bed and we just laid there, her head rested on my chest while I rubbed her back and we just took in the last couple of hours we had together, "do you think everything will work out in our favor" she asked me "I don't know but I hope so" "me too" we just laid there and not to long of laying there in complete silence she had fell asleep but I couldn't fall asleep for some reason. I got on my phone and noticed I had a message from Jaden "hey where'd y'all go" "we headed back to the house" "did you talk to her" "yea we talked about it and she was understanding and it wasn't as bad as I made it out to be" " I told you, well I decided to stay for another week so I'll see you back home in a week" "alright can you do me a favor tho" "yea of course what's up" "when I'm gone can you keep an eye on Andrea for me, make sure she's okay" "yea of course" "thanks, ion think I can bring myself to leave tomorrow" "I know, but you got too for boxing" "I just wish there was a way I could prioritize both, her and boxing" "there isn't anything you can do. You just gotta let things play out on their own" "I know"
I turned my phone off and just laid there looking up at the ceiling and just letting my mind wonder and it didn't take long and I had fallen asleep.