Taste Of Heaven #1: Hide And Seek

SEBASTIAN POV

Halos mabasag na ang baso nang pag lapag ko nito sa counter kung saan ako umiinom. Honestly, I don't know pang ilang glass kona ito pero wala na akong pakielam. I want to be wasted right now and drown what I'm feeling right now sa alak.

"Tsk" I said, Sabay ngiti dahil naalala ko nanaman ang nangyari.

"I guess I'll never be enough for you, Dad" At sabay inom ng panibagong baso na nilapag sa akin ng bartender.

I only drink occasionally, cause aside that I have low alcohol tolerance, I'm scared of getting drunk and lose control.

But after what happened earlier, I honestly don't care now if I go home and throw tantrums over my Dad.

Thinking of it right now is so stressing and draining. Nakaka wala ng gana! Tang*na!

I brushed my hair and massage my head cause I'm starting to get dizzy, the alcohol is already taking effect in me. I badly want to release this stress right now and this drink is not doing it's job. Then naughty and wild thoughts started to linger in the back of my head.

Dahil sa kalasingan ko, nag iinit ang aking pakiramdam and my tool down there is starting to get hard. Damn it! Now I need to find someone who will help me with that. I remember it's been a long time since I s*x.

I've shared my bed with multiple women and men. Yes, you read it right. Men. Both are great experience but if you will make me choose one over one. I'll choose men. I penetrated a lot of guys before but there's something different about men penetrating me.

I guess the pain that it gives distracts me from what I'm stressing about cause I usually look for fun when I'm stress and need to release it. Aside from that, there's this ticklish sensation inside that I can't explain And it's so sexy when I see a man making love to me as if I'm a woman that drives me crazy.

Do my cousins know about it? Actually, I don't know and I don't care. It's my life and I'll do anything I want with it. But course, I have a imagine to protect so I make sure that I'm cautious with the men I have s*x with.

I badly need someone to help me with this. I need a Man, right this instance.

I am looking down at the table right now cause I feel too dizzy, then I heard the door open cause the bell about it. I was about to stand up when I felt my knees weaken and my vision circling. I'm going to fall in the ground so I close my eyes and prepare for my landing

Then after a few seconds, I didn't felt a rock hard floor hit my back nor my shoulder. Instead I felt a arm catching me from my back, Heavy breathes, and a very sexy and manly scent. In shock, I try to open my eyes and I saw a Man holding me. He must have catched me when I almost fall.

"Are you okay? You look so drunk" He said and Carry me to make me sit in the Chair malapit sa pwesto namin. I couldn't answer back because I'm too drunk and in shock right now. In shock, cause I never meet a very handsome, almost perfect Men in my life. He's beauty intimated me, I never felt so star struck.

He left me there and went to the Bartender.
I guess that's it, I had a high hope na baka samahan niya but I guess he's waiting for someone. He just remain there kasi sa counter.

I looked at him, He's a very tall guy, Taller than me. He's wearing a Black fitted shirt that really shows his masculine and build body. Partnered with a black pants and black shoes, Then a leather jacket placed in his shoulder. He's filled with so many tattoo from his arms to his neck and he have a very nice hair. But what am I thinking and staring at him? He's probably married or in a relationship already. Get your self together, Allison!