Things I did or think about?? Mostly random but whatever
This book can have anything: rants, funny things and how much I want some french fries
It can also be updated randomly; maybe one day I'll post 4 chapters, and then a month without anything
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Honestly, I'm fucking sick of school. Every fucking day I have to actually try to keep my sanity in that fucking zoo. All of the time, my classmates clapping, whistling, hitting the tables, disrespecting the teachers, playing in class, ALL OF THAT FUCKING SHIT I HAVE TO BEAR WITH, AND NOBODY GIVES A SINGLE FUCK. DUDE, I'M GOING CRAZY AND NOBODY EVEN CARES TO EVEN ASK IF I'M OKAY.
Sick of all of the "Sigma boys🗿🍷🍷🔥🔥" who LITERALLY MAKE JOKES ABOUT EVERYTHING. Dude, do the parents of these kids even know how they behave outside of home? Without actual parental guide? I guess they just assume they're fucking angels.
Like, they ACTUALLY think that making jokes about fucking n4zis and mocking disabled people (mentally and physically) is FUNNY?? GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE. THEY ALSO JUST MAKE JOKES ABOUT R4PE AND S/H, WHAT THE FUCK?? YOU'RE SICK DUDE.
And everytime I enter the classroom, I want to cry endlessly and rip my skin off. No one cares about me in that fucking class, except the teachers (who are ACTUALLY really kind) and two friends. That's it. It's incredible how many people just don't care about you if you're a quiet woman who doesn't bother others.
I know for a fact that they're teenagers, and of course they're going to be immature, but THIS?? WHAT THE FUCK?? I HAVE TO ASK PERMISSION TO GO OUT OF THE CLASSROOM TO AVOID CRYING. IT'S HORRIBLE.
I COULDN'T EVEN LISTEN TO WHAT THE TEACHER WAS SAYING! THAT'S HOW BAD IT IS! THE TEACHERS HAVE THREATENED MY CLASSMATES TO JUST STOP MAKING ACTIVITIES AND JUST WRITE HOMEWORK, BUT GUESS WHAT? IT DOESN'T FUCKING WORK!
They don't even apologize for anything, they just don't have fucking manners. And guess who has to act like nothing's happening? ME. I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING. NOTHING WORKS.
And you know what? MY PARENTS RECOMMENDED ME TO CHANGE MY CLASS, BUT MY FUCKING ANXIETY IS PREVENTING ME TO EVEN TRY TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. I just want to be happy. For once.
