Until we meet again (NetJames)

James POV

I'm back at the acting Industry again I'm having a new BL series titled "How long would our love last" my partner for this series is P'Net. Hearing Net names made me shiver because up until now i can't forgot the exact words he told me as i was saying goodbye to him "I hate you for leaving me'', Thats he exact words Net told me and that word really made me feel like there's a knife buried deep down to my heart. Leaving Net i would say it's not a good option and will never be a  good option because i lose my light my life my home.

But I'm really happy that P'Net seeing him successfully made me think that I had the right choice of leaving him and choosing my dreams. I know till this day P'Net still hates me because of me leaving him alone but i wish soon he'll forgive me.

Suddenly P'Net arrived with JJ. I think him and JJ are in a relationship because of their sweetness P'Net is smiling ear to ear the smile that i miss the smile that would also make me smile because seeing him happy is also my happiness. He is my happiness. I used to be his  happiness but i can see he finds his real h appiness and it's JJ I'm so happy for them. But i wanna be selfish for once i want to be P'Net's Happiness again i want him to be with me again how we used to be before eating on restaurant traveling singing for each other because its our happiness before but i know it will never happened again because it's different now i just wish it' s still the same i want Uae and King in real life i want t hat relationship for me and P'Net.

"James, How  are you?" JJ

"Im good  JJ" James

"I'll get  going James i have an important meeting i will leave Net here bye''JJ

"Bye JJ " James

When JJ leaves there's an awkward scilence between me and P'Net but i clearly understand it.

"How's life?" Net

"It's good, How about you how's your life?'' James

"It's pretty  good " Net

"Good to  hear"James

"I heard you're  now a famous singer here in Bangkok"Net

"Not really" James

"Nah i don't believe you i heard one of your songs and it's beautiful and I've heard a lot of people like it. It's not just famous in Thailand but around the world'' Net

I was shocked hearing that he knows about my song and saying  it's beautiful i thought he hated me but why did he listen to my song

"I  guess" James

"Why did you get back at acting" Net

"Because my home is here.... Acting is my Home i miss acting. Yes singing is my Dreams and Passion but acting is the first home and this is where I was first introduced acting is one of my keys to achieve my dreams this is my way to become a successful singer and actor"James

" I thought  i was the home you were talking about "Net whisper

"Pardon  what?" James

"I said yes acting made us both successful in our life"Net

"Yes you're right"

Net James  comes over the make up artist is here" Producer

After the  producer called us we both followed the producer to go to the make up room because it was the first day of shooting. I wish to have a successful shooting for today. Sana di akward sa pagitan namin ni Net kasi its going to be hard for the both of us having a past relationship together.