Don't leave me... 《Unfinished》

Morning comes.
Its 9:00am and Dan has barely woken up.
He sighs as he remembers about having to take his medication every morning for a week until he has to refill his bottle now.
He turns to find it gone.

Dan's pov~
What?! Where is it?! Oh no? I NEED THEM! Oh my God.
I move everything and throw things around trying to find my Anti-depressants.
"Shit, shit, shit! Where are they?!" I say in panic.
"Where's what?" I hear a voice say from my doorway.
I turn around to see Phil leaning against my doorframe with a suspicious look on his face.
"OH A-um N-nothing. Its nothing you need to worry about," I lie.
I can't just be like, Oh my pills. You know for my depression. Have you seen them?
I CANT TELL PHIL. IM TOO AFRAID.
"Oh okay. Are you sure? I can help," he says.
I shake my head, "No no that's fine, it isn't important... "
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Phil's pov~
We were eating breakfast when I looked over at Dan. He seemed anxious and was looking around the room as if he we're trying to find something.
"Dan?"
He looks at me shakily, "Huh?"
"Is there something wrong? You look anxious... What are you looking for?"
He hesitates, "N-nothings wrong. I'm fine, and I'm not looking for anything..."
"Dan I know you're lying."
"Phil I said I'm fine okay."
"NO DAN. You've been acting different and you aren't telling me something! You have to tell me what's wrong because I hate seeing you like this!"
He looks down at his bowl of porridge, "Phil. I said I'm fine. There's nothing wrong. Just leave it. You dont need to know everything okay."
I sigh in frustration, "DAN YOU'RE LYING JUST-"
"PHIL NOTHING'S WRONG OKAY! I'VE SAID IT A MILLION TIMES WHY WONT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! IM NOT HIDING ANYTHING!" he slams his hands onto the table, not daring to look me in the eye.
I push my chair back and stand up. I then rush to my room and open my drawer and grab the pills found in Dan's room.

Dan's pov~
Phil left.
I feel bad for yelling...
I want to tell him but I don't want him to think of me differently just because I have depression....
I remember the first time we met in person, I was just starting to over my previous depression. I was at Phil's house, I was sitting on Phil's bed after filming the first Pinof, why I started feeling really empty and I didn't want to move or talk... Thats when I had a total meltdown. I was crying, shaking, and breathing really hard. We were thankfully home alone so Phil was the only one who saw. He started panicking and asked me what was wrong... It took me a short while before I told him my story...
After telling him he hugged me and took care of me. He was basically treating me like a child. He offered to get me food, to take me places, and was always checking up on me. I mean sure it was really nice of him but I felt like I was just bothering him...
I don't want Phil to think he has to take care of me again... Especially now, when he is still recovering...

Thinking of all of this, I felt like having a meltdown right this second...
And not knowing where my pills are is making me have really bad anxiety... Thats what made me lash out at Phil... I honestly didn't mean to...

Suddenly Phil comes marching back in.
"If you aren't hiding anything then what are these?!" he said holding up a bottle of pills... My pills.
My heart stopped....
I couldn't think of an excuse so I just stared... Frozen...
"DAN ANSWER ME!"
Tears started forming in my eyes because I didn't know what to do or say... I looked down so I wouldn't have to make eye contact with Phil...
"Dan... I found these in your room... You've been acting strange lately...
Tell me... Are you doing drugs?"
I look up and shake my head, "No of course not Phil!"
"THEN WHAT?! BECAUSE THATS WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE TO ME! YOUR BEHAVIOR, YOUR ATTITUDE, EVERYTHING! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!"
"Phil..." I take a deep breath, "Im sorry... I don't want to talk about it."
"Dan... " Phil walks closer to me and leans down, trying to get a look of my face, "Dan please tell me. If this is an addiction I can help you. I'm sorry if this happened while I was unconscious or I just forgot about it but please... This is really bad and I don't want you to do these kinds of things... "
I sigh, "Phil... You just dont understand... I promise I'll explain everything later just please give me the bottle, I really need it... "
I reach my hand out to grab the bottle but he moves his hand away and backs up.
"No Dan I can let you. I care about your health okay."
Tears started falling from my eyes and slowly rolled down my cheeks.
"Phil... You don't understand... Without them... I... "
I couldn't finish my sentence. I got up and ran to my room, locking the door behind me.
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Sorry for taking so long to update. A lot of ship has been going on in my life and it was hard to concentrate on the story. Anyway, hope you're enjoying the fic so far (' ▽｀).。ｏ♡