The Raven | Lesso x Fem.Reader

I am willing to try it

Y/n PoV:

When the door creaked and opened a bit, we both turned our heads to see who was walking in.

"Forgive me, Mistress. I saw you sleeping earlier, so I didn't want to distrub you both." He walked in and placed down the food. As he went to leave, he paused shortly to bow before closing the door behind him.

"What's that?" "Soup and bread." I turned my head back to face her. There wasn't really a feeling of hunger in my body. Probably a side effect from that stupid medicine the doctor gave me.

"You don't seem to pleased. I can call Enzo and ask for something else." "Oh, no, no, no. I am just not hugry. Don't worry." She chuckled softly, nuzzling her face into my chest again.

"With how you act and life, I just can't help but worry all the time." My eyes focused on her, my cheeks slightly red. How could I take this as normale friends?

"You care awfully a lot for a… friend." She didn't really to react to it. Either I just said that in my mind, or she didn't want to admit to what I intended to say.

"Is that a bad thing?" Lesso mmbled after a while, her gaze still turned away from me. "No. That's… That's not what I meant with that. And we both know that."

Silence filled the room again. Was that even the right moment to talk about this? With how she reacted, you could say that it wasn't. Or atleast that she wasn't ready to admit to things, we haven't even spoken off yet.

"Yes, we do." She moved a bit to sit up, looking down at me. Our eyes met and either one of us could tell that the other one was scared. If it was to admit what was obvious or something else, didn't really matter.

"But this is wrong… We are Nevers." "And? With everything we did you can hardly keep denying the feelings." I carefully reached out my hand, to scared to actually touch her. Ridiculous, after everything we already did, I know.

"So what now?" A feeling of nervousness spread through me. She was the dean of evil. She had an imagine to uphold. And so I knew that everything I would say now, she would probably never want. Or maybe she did.

Every thought ran wild through my head. Nothing made sense, really. But one thought stood out from all the others. Or rather, an urge to say something I was ridiculously scared to say. Stupid. Foolish. The Raven was scared to say something. How could you not laugh at that?

"This may sound stupid now, but I need to rant something off. So please just listen and let me." She had an amused smile on her lips, but nodded. "Go on then."

"I know we are Nevers and that we have rules and that we can't love and so on and on. And of course I know that you are the dean of evil, the most respected woman in this school and that you have an imagine to up hold and everything," I took a deep breath, looking down at my hands.

"But I don't think I can keep on living here with you if you don't start to clarify what we are or what you want from me. It's starting to drive me mad. Just be honest with me. I don't care hat it is, just… tell me." I probably sounded like an idiot. This woman managed to make me nervous, it was stupid.

"You want me to be honest, Y/n?" We both looked at each other again, as I nodded. "I… enjoy it, to be this close to you. And back then when we kissed, I… felt happy? I think this is what it described best."

A smile spread over my lips. How was it possible that this woman was so adorable. It felt like someone lifted all worries off of my shoulders. Never thought I would describe a feeling like this ever.

None of us seemed to have to say anything else right now. And so we just sat there, in silence. Maybe even an akward silence.

"So… what no-" I couldn't even finish my question before she pulled me close. There was a short hesitation in her action, as she stopped her face right in front of mine. Both her hands on either side of my face. I was about to say something, when she finally closed the gap and kissed me.

Her nails scratched softly over the back of my neck, making me moan softly. Her teeth captured my bottom lip as she leaned back. I couldn't help but get lost in those beautiful eyes. That kiss was better than anything else I could have.

"I am scared… about all of this," she pointed back and forth between us, "but… I am willing to try it. If you… want that." I was still trying to register what just happened, her words sinking in slower than I wished they would.

"You mean like… dating?" Lesso nodded. I could practically hear my heartbeat thumping in my ears. "You want to… date me?" "Yes…" There was a wide smile on my lips.

"I want that too." "You want to date yourself?" I looked a bit dumbfounded, which made her laugh. "I know what you mean, Y/n, don't worry. I just love how befuddled you look. It's adorable." A soft blush spread over my cheeks.

"Come here." Her hands wrapped around my face again, as she pulled me close again for another kiss. Melting into her touch, I placed my hands onto her waist.

We both leaned back, gasping lightly for air. There was still this confusion inside of me. Maybe this was all just a dream. Another side effect of the medicine I had to take. But on the other hand, this all felt to real. Her lips on mine, it felt like kissing the softest of skin.

"So we just go on dates now and then see where this leads us to?" She nodded, her fingers tangling in my hair. "I bet it takes two dates before you start begging me to fuck you." My face turned a bright red, as I looked to the side.

"I-It will take longer than that." "Of course, Y/n." Her voice had that taunting tone in it. She was probably right, but that didn't mean I would just give in and admit it.

"Now, lay back down. You still have bed rest for the next two days." "Oh c'mon! Really?" She nodded, pulling her hands back. "If you behave and lay down now, I will give you another kiss." Thinking about it shortly, I rolled my eyes and laid down. That, of course, made her chuckle.

"Just be quiet and kiss me. I deserve it." "Oh you think so?" I nodded quickly, a proud smile on my lips. "It feels like I am having a grown up child in bed with me." "Don't you call me a child, Lesso." "Who will stop me?" She smirked and leaned down, kissing me once more.

"I don't think you will," she mumbled, her lips ghosting mine. "We both know that you don't really have any saying in this. So don't try to play the big guy."

It felt like her voice was drinking me up and there was nothing I could do against it. But to be honest, I didn't want her to stop. To be wanted and desired by this woman was a feeling I would compare to being a god. It's like a high you never want to stop. And so you do everything to keep her around.