Hey, so...this chapter is gonna get a bit...dark. Just a warning. It's not that explicit but it's dark. Hope you liked the last chapter and this one! This chapter is shorter than last one. Comment your thoughts, bye!!
...You might cry... ;)
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Flashes of my nightmares appear before me. Running through the vivid neon jungle. Those bright pink monsters. The screams. The boom of the canon.
My nightmare seems to be flickering on and off, like someone annoyingly flicking a light switch up and down. One second darkness the next a pool of blood. One second darkness the next an eye ripping out from a skull.
Right now I'm running as fast as I can through the jungle. Something is chasing after me but it isn't a monster like everything else here. It's a big black cloud chasing me, somehow more terrifying than any flesh eating sharp toothed thing here.
Coming all from the black cloud are screams and voices calling my name. Some in desperate need, begging for my help. Some, giving me fact checks.
HAYMITCH HELP ME PLEASE!
WHY WON'T YOU HELP ME!
YOU LEFT ME TO DIE!
You weak nuisance. No one wants you around.
What purpose do you serve? You can't help a single person around you?
Why don't you just fucking kill yourself already and get it over with. You're not helping anyone now and you never will.
I jump into a pool of sticky transparent brown liquid. I opened my mouth by accident and realized it's alcohol. I drink it in. The more I consume the quieter the voices get. Finally they're down to a whisper and I climb out of the pool.
But then I hear it. The screams of Maysilee. I run towards the sound of her voice but as I run the older I get. Finally, once I reach her I reach the present day me. But instead of finding her I found a screen.
All of the children I have killed by mentoring them, all of their deaths flash by on the giant screen and I just stand there, watching.
Finally they reach the two most precious people in my life. My blonde boy and stubborn girl.
I see me hugging them as if they were my children I never got a chance to have. I see me talking to Peeta, giving him encouragement. Me talking to Katniss to comfort her.
Then it changes and I see Katniss crying. She's yelling at me saying things I already tell myself 24 times a day.
YOU LEFT HIM!!
YOU LEFT HIM THERE TO DIE!!
YOU LEFT PEETA AND NOW HE'S HIJACKED AND IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT!!
ALL.
YOUR.
FAULT.
The dream changes again and this time it's Peeta yelling and crying at me.
SHE'S IN SO MUCH PAIN AND YOU'RE THE REASON!!
YOU'RE THE REASON SHE AND I WILL NEVER BE HAPPY AGAIN!! YOU HEAR ME?!!
YOU'RE THE REASON!! YOU'RE THE REASON!!
YOU'RE.
THE.
REASON.
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