Fill the Blank - FAYEYOKO

"Great! Another pose! That's right!"

*Camera's clicking sounds*

Faye's POV

My name is Faye.

In my teenage years, I embarked on a modeling career, working overseas before returning to Thailand, where I was honored with the title of Miss Grand Thailand. This achievement paved the way for my transition into acting, a field in which I have spent years making my mark. 

I had always relished the feeling of being fully immersed in my work, finding purpose in every task and joy in every accomplishment. Lately, though, the rhythm of my days had slowed, and I found myself yearning for the bustling energy of my past. The days of back-to-back engagements and the thrill of constant activity seemed like a distant memory.

It was during this period of reflection that I realized it was time to channel my passion into building my own business—Amor Salon. I partnered with my best friends and a talented team of professional hairdressers. Together, we crafted a space where creativity and expertise blended seamlessly, a place where I could pour my energy and enthusiasm into something truly my own.

At the same time, I continued to embrace various endorsement opportunities. I met new people, engaged with fresh faces, and interacted with some pretty girls, enjoying the fun of partying. The glamour and excitement were intoxicating, and I thrived in the midst of it. Yet, when the lights dimmed and I returned to the solitude of my home, the vibrancy of those moments faded away. Despite the fun and laughter, a profound emptiness lingered. No matter how exhilarating the experiences were or how much fun I had, it all felt empty... my heart felt empty.

Perhaps this was why I felt such a deep connection with the character of Khun Nueng in the script. Her sense of disconnection, believing that no one was truly worthy of her... her heart felt empty, just as mine did. I found myself reluctant to let anyone into my heart. The fear of vulnerability kept me guarded, even as I craved the depth of genuine connection.

Although I still felt a bit unsettled, taking on the new job was refreshing. After finalizing the contracts, P'Wan handed us a packed schedule that was both exciting and nerve-wracking. It looked like I would be losing some sleep, but I was looking forward to the busy work ahead.

We were in the midst of a fitting photo shoot, where outfits were tested on camera to ensure they looked right and aligned with the character's style. It was amusing to see Yoko transition from high-school uniforms to university attire that highlighted her figure.

During the outfit photo shoot, we also taken the promotional poster shots as well. We tried several themes, but my favorite was the one where we recreated the original book cover of the novel. I was listening to music through my earphone, while Yoko rested her head on the table, holding my fingers as she slept. The makeup and outfits we wore really highlighted the age gap between the protagonists. In another set of shots, I was seated on the sofa with Yoko sleeping on my lap, one of her hands was holding mine.

She really loves to sleep, I mean every time we met on set, she was always sleepy and yawning. Balancing studying and working must be exhausting, and she took every opportunity to rest, often using sleeping scenes to catch a break. Despite her age, she looks incredibly young, especially when she's in a high school uniform. She once joked about always being cast in student roles and expressed a wish to play a graduated character instead. But with that pout of hers, it's impossible for anyone to take her seriously; she's just too cute.

For the last shot, we were told to change into oversized white shirts. My hair was tied in a low bun, while Yoko's hair was left loose. She looked incredibly small in that oversized shirt, and watching her walk out of the fitting room like a shy penguin made me want to squeeze her.