Solarballs but in a Discord GC

TW: SU!C!D3 MENTIONS, DEPRESSION, SELF-H4RM, SELF-HATRED, LONELINESS, INSANITY, CANNIBALISM(idk 😭) MENTIONS

Might not be too accurate but I'll try

(Sorry Uranus fans :D)
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June 1st, 2022

Hello there, Diary. My name is Uranus and I will be writing in this diary
So, apparently I heard of a new earthling coming into space and is named Astrodude? Yeah, weird name but whatever.
Anyway, I haven't seen that Astrodude guy yet and I probably won't.

Talk to you soon, Diary.

June 15th, 2022

Hello again, Diary. It's me, Uranus. So, things have been going alright. No bad stuff, no sad stuff luckily. The Rocky Planets have been going out of their orbit, though. I don't understand why.
I haven't seen Neptune since a millions of years ago. I wonder where he is?
My moons are doing alright. No conflict of whatever between them.
I talked with Saturn a while ago. It wasn't too bad. Not as bad as before.
So, I'm guessing everybody is alright. I hope.

August 27th, 2022

Hi again, Diary. Today, I finally seen Neptune again. Apparently, he was talking to Pluto? Hm, whatever.
Nobody talked to me, yet. I'm starting to feel a bit lonely.
Maybe I could have a chat with Neptune. He wont cooperate like usual, though.
...
It's the only choice I have to not be lonely.

Hello, Diary. Same day, I know.
I tried talking to Neptune, but he just wouldn't cooperate like what I said earlier.
I wonder if I'll chat with Saturn again. It might turn into a small, annoying quarrel, though.
I just need to have a normal chat with somebody. I'm so lonely..

September 17th, 2022
I got to chat with Saturn and Neptune today. Finally, it has been ages. I spoke with utter positivity today. It should've been clear that it was a cover for my actual emotions, but Neptune was too dumb to notice it.
Today, us three talked about rings. Apparently, Saturn crushed some of his moons to make rings. And I made a small, harmless joke about doing that to my moons to get bigger rings.
Unfortunately, they took that too bloody seriously and now they are hiding from me.
Ugh, that was so stupid to say. I wish I could just go back in time and fix it..
I absolutely hate this bloody life.

October 8th, 2022
Hey, Diary. Today, I got COMPLETELY embarrassed by Neptune.
He tried reading you then we bumped into eachother.
Unfortunately, my "UTTERLY DISGUSTING" smell made Neptune sneeze and yell out about some random stuff about my smell.
I snapped at him and told him to "SHUT UP!" It was very annoying, I know.
He asked why and I had no choice but explain why I smell that bad and told him to keep it a secret.
THEN ALL THE BLOODY PLANETS CAME TO ME AND NEPTUNES ORBIT AND HE SPILLED MY SECRET!
I probably wont trust him to keep a secret in the future.

January 13th, 2023
Hi, Diary. Today I

Sorry, Diary. I couldn't finish that because Saturn interrupted me, causing me to hide you.
I mean- cmon, I had a cool thing to tell you.
Anyway, while I was chilling in my orbit, writing in here I got scared by Saturn and jumped, causing me to hide you from him to prevent you from being read.
I finally chatted with him normally again and we talked about Neptune and where he went. And apparently Pluto also went missing. After a while, Saturn suggested we look for both of them together. Heh, am I finally being noticed?
I thought it wouldn't be a good idea because the Sun is pretty strict about staying in our orbits.
After a little back and forth, Saturn finally convinced me to go find them and then the Sun caught us and shot a solar flare at us. Luckily, I didn't melt to death.
I'll stop here. I'll just say that we had a pretty fun adventure, not gonna lie.
I finally have had something fun to do since a million years.