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~Uranus's Diary~

September 9th, 2023
Hi, Diary. I almost forgot about you.
Today, I just chilled in my orbit with nobody to interrupt me this time.
It was just me, chilling by myself, having some alone time.
Not gonna lie Diary, I hoped I talked with somebody. I am still lonely anyway.
I haven't seen Neptune or Saturn yet. I wonder where they gone this time..
Maybe i could try talking with Jupiter. But he's pretty far away.
Maybe it's worth taking the risk. I just want somebody to talk to again.
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Im not taking the risk.

Hey, Diary. Again, same day.
I took the risk and chatted with Jupiter. Luckily, I didn't get caught and I had a decent chat with him.
Still, I miss my moons. Maybe I could ask Neptune to help me apologize to them..?
Eh, that's useless. They probably won't forgive me at all.

November 4th, 2023
Hey again, Diary. Today, me and Neptune had a small chat about my moons and where they gone. I didn't ask Neptune to help me apologize, but he himself suggested that maybe I should apologize to them. I agreed quickly, like usual. But I didn't know where they were, anyway.
Neptune suggested we could search for them together, like that happened with Saturn. He cheered me up with some positive words and we both went to find them.
After a little, I found three moons that were named Titan, Phobos, and Deimos. I remembered Titan, he's Saturn's moon. But Phobos and Deimos? I don't remember their planet.
Then when I asked if they knew where my moons were, he quickly floated away. Ugh, just if my life wouldn't get any worse.
Me and Neptune made a letter to help me apologize. When we finally seen my moons, I read the letter and after I finished it everybody disappeared. Neptune told me that they escaped while I was reading.
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I hate this. I absolutely wish you could be comforting me right now. :c

December 16th, 2023
Hi again, Diary. I haven't seen my moons in a while but I can probably make-do without them. But.. ugh. It's so lonely here. I'm starting to feel like I want to cry. I don't like my life anymore.
I haven't seen that Astrodude guy, yet. Im getting a bit curious on where he is anyway.
An asteroid hit my surface today. I don't know how, but somebody might've thrown it at me? Im not sure anymore.
Nevermind. I probably cant be myself without them. All because of a stupid joke..
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Maybe I could just end it all. Maybe I

January 6th, 2024
Hi, Diary. Today I.. still haven't seen my moons. I wonder where they went now. Their not in the kiper belt anymore I'm guessing.
I tried talking to Neptune but apparently he was "busy" talking with Saturn. Hmph.
So, I guess nobody to talk to today again. I'll just let my emotions out since nobody is here.
I felt an asteroid hit my surface again. I don't know where im getting them but they just keep on appearing on my orbit.
Maybe I could stop throwing asteroid into my surface, yeah?
I would ask your opinion, but you can't talk and I can only write in you soo
I'll talk to you soon, diary. I'll just spill my emotions first.

March 14th, 2024
Hi again, Diary. Again, my moons are still missing and probably hiding from me still. I didn't mean that joke, you know?
Anyway, I haven't seen the other planets. It's pretty sad that I haven't seen my moons or the planets. Huh, I'm kinda getting used to my loneliness. But it's still starting to get to me.
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You know what? I hate it. I hate all of it. The suffering of being alone, I just hate it so much. I've been trying to harm myself constantly and I just hate myself right now. I want comfort.
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But still, I can't ignore the feeling of being hungry.
I don't know why I'm hungry, I'm a planet anyway.

??? ???, 2024
I need comfort. I really need it. I feel like I want to MURDER all the other planets and EAT them. I don't know why, but this loneliness is really getting to me.
I saw one of my moons and they called me a "monster". Maybe I am, maybe I am a monster, hunting their prey.
Please, I need comfort so bad. Neptune is just all silly and never understands what I'm going through (well, sometimes but mostly no) and Saturn doesn't really care.
I'm going bloody insane. I need comfort so bad. I really need it. If not, I'm ending it. I'm ending all the pain.
I'm starving, I don't understand why. I'm a planet.
Maybe I could sneak up on Neptune and throw a huge asteroid at him, then I could.. wait..
What's happening to me? Diary, I hope you know.
...
maybe im going insane.

??? ???, ????
im ending it. I'm ending it. I hate my life. This is pain. I quit. I literally quit. I

September 17th, 2024
Hello again, diary. I gotten convinced by Neptune to not k!ll myself. He finally understood what I was going through. Finally, somebody knows now.
He told me to cheer up and told me reassuring words. It was nice having somebody to care for me. I mean, cmon. I love that Neptune and that Neptune loves me (NOT SUS). I better thank him for that.
Anyway, my moons have finally returned and I'm pretty happy. I apologized to them about what stupid joke I made and they FINALLY weren't scared of me and forgiven me.
But im still a bit hungry. Maybe I could just eat a small asteroid and then I'll be fine.
Anyway, I'll see you soon, Diary.

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Don't ask why I wrote his diary in the Solarballs gc >:c
Anyway, Tysm for reading!! This one is one of my favs that I wrote and i think I did goooooood
Again, thx for reading!!

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