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It was so many small gifts all in one and a letter in the very top! Jharles chuckled. “Wow, this is the coolest gift I've ever gotten!”He looked at the bear in awe. “What's this thing?”He pulled the plastic thingy and it sung a very, very long "Joy to the world" song. We both laughed till we couldn't breathe normally. He read the letter silently while i opened each gift he bought for me. VERY comfy panda socks, panda slippers, panda PJs, panda...Paper message? I opened the letter and it was very, very long. It took me a while to process the whole letter.

“Dear Gus the Panda,

You were the best thing that happened to me. Words can't describe the amount of times that you made me smile. No matter how far we are, we were always together in a way. The way your hands controlled the temperature of mine, the way you rant so much, the way you react to everything you do, the way you stutter, every part about you was perfect, god probably blessed me, because ever since you came, my life turned upside down. I feel like we've been friends for ages, but it was all only for a few months. Isn't that crazy?

I want to tell you something, and I'm willing to wait if you aren't ready, since i know it's hard for you to process things and it's sometimes amusing to me. I want to tell you in so many ways, i want to tell you i love you, and i hope you are ready for a commitment like this, because i am ready to care for you, comfort you, and give you all your needs and wants. even if it meant killing someone, i would.

You'd make me the happiest man in the whole world right now if you say yes.

Signed, Your Crazy Grizzler.”

And the best of all, under it was a PANDA BRACELET? it was so fluffy and it was stretchy, too. The moment i put away the paper message, he was already looking at me. I nodded, i think i straight up went silent because, isn't that a normal thing to do? who WOULDN'T stay silent and go non-verbal? He leaned forward to me, cupping my cheeks eagerly, his hand warming up my cheeks as he moved across the pile of gifts he got me. I didn't know what to do, so i let him control the situation. I felt his warm, soft lips against mine. It was just as i imagined, without any more hesitation, we blended like the colors between the sun and the sky. I have no more words to describe the feeling, but my heart was all fuzzy and it was bursting with the blended feeling of his warmth, his soft hands, his messy hair, and everything else about him made it right. After we seperated, i just froze there, wide-eyed like i had a technical error like those broken animatronics at Chuck-E-Cheese. Jharles smiled warmly as i froze completely infront of him, he whispered in my ears “Calm down, it's just a kiss; Unless you don't like it.”What? are you kidding? I loved the feeling of his soft, light lips against mine, I'd kiss it over and over if you'd let me right now. “I-Uh-”I stuttered silently, not knowing whether i should reply, he smirked in a calming way and i seemed to calm down along with him. “I love this panda stuff, especially the letter, it was really, really, really really fun to read and i wanted to reply a yes but then you probably already knew so you kissed me and then i was like what omg he knows and i was so embarrassed i froze in place and then after you-”i stopped just when he burst out laughing to sudden rant, i couldn't help but cover my face,  i felt his sunrays burning my skin and i probably got burnt in the face because it felt so red. He replied “You might as well be Roldough's big red nose, hehe.”He giggled as he squeezed my cheeks. “Your cheeks are so squishy, i might as well eat them like roasted marshmallows.”I suddenly muttered in hopes he wouldn't hear “Yeah, i am because of you.”I guess it was too loud of a whisper because his ears turned red, I've never seen that before, especially so closely, i wanted him to cup my cheeks again and kiss me, to make me feel like his unique panda boy.