RajVi :- A Saga Of Their Love

Chp 6

A N V I

Oh my god! The chaos this market has is just too much.

I am at the city local market right now. I wanted to buy some stuff and had to get few essentials for Nirvi too. So here I am. But the crowd is just too much. I had this thing from my childhood itself. Whenever I used to get in huge crowd - I felt timid. I just somehow tried to remain calm and get my things fast. Anyways it was around 6.30 now. Rajveer would be back soon. And Nirvi is longing for him the entire day. So I don't want to make her wait anymore.

I was busy buying my things when I heard a familiar voice -

"Anvi.........."

I got startle at first. And turned around to see the person only to find a known face. He was Nirav's batch mate and a friend of mine too.

"Hi! How are you? Long time is it."

"Yeah.... long time. Nirvi is one-year-old now. She grew so fast man!"

I smiled at his words.

"By the way correction - my daughter is now old by one year and 3 months."

He chuckled at my words. Nirvi was just observing him. She was quiet. She didn't go to him. She used to take time to get mixed with strangers. However, Rajveer was an exception. I still wonder how did it happen.

"By the way congratulations on your new marriage. You moved on too soon from my friend."

His bitter words caught me. What did he mean? I never wanted this marriage. How can he -

"I must say, Mr. Agnihotri, the great billionaire has got some good money. So good money that he even bought your loyalty, didn't he?"

"MIND YOUR LANGUAGE KETAN!" I roared.

He cannot question my character. I have never been disloyal to Nirav. Nor I can ever think of being with anyone else rather than him.

"Of course the truth hurts Anvi! How could you do this to my friend? It has been just 2 years and you so easily moved on from him. How could you betray him? He loved you. He loved you more than anything else and you forgot him so easily. Man, I can't believe this. You ditched my best friend for your so called billionaire husband. How could you do that? Don't you have any heart? I feel so bad for Nirav now that he loved you. He didn't deserve this ever. My friend didn't deserve this."

With this he left.

I couldn't say anything. How can I even say anything when I am wrong?

He was right. I should have not agreed for the marriage. I can stay alone along with all the memories of Nirav that I have with me. They are enough for me.
I am really a bad wife. How can I just forget my first love? It is wrong. It is so wrong. I have done so wrong. I - I have ditched my Nirav.

But I never wanted to.

I never intended to.

I still love him. And will continue to love him till my last breath.

I -

I - I am not disloyal.

I am not disloyal.

I only love Nirav.

I am his.

Only his.

I - I can never betray him let alone think of it. I can ne - nev - never be - betray him.......

My breathing escalated. I could feel my eyes being wet. Tears were long back accumulated in them. I still had Nirvi in my arms. She was quietly looking at my face. Her arms were wrapped around my neck.

She slowly hid her face in the crook of my neck and started sobbing quietly. Yeah. Her voice wasn't loud.

This happens every time.

Whenever she sees me crying, she sobs too.

AND I HATE THAT! I HATE TEARS IN HER EYES!
I CAN'T SEE HER IN PAIN!

That too because of me!

My hold tightened on her back as I rubbed her head with my other hand. I quickly sauntered towards the car and asked the driver to drive us back to the mansion.

I tried cooing her but she still sobbed.

I continued rubbing her back and slowly her cries started fading away.
She had drifted off to sleep.

But the words of Ketan weren't ready to leave my mind. He was right.

I was feeling ashamed of myself.

How could I not understand this before? How can I be like this? I never wanted to be a disloyal wife to Nirav yet this happened. I - I didn't want to let him down. I have loved him. I still do.

Then how can I just do this?

HOW?

I was somehow holding my tears.

The moment I reached the mansion, I quickly headed towards my room and laid Nirvi on the bed. Covered her with blanket and some pillows. I kissed her forehead. And tried to calm myself. I tried to breathe. But I couldn't.

The thoughts, the words, everything was haunting me.

I was wrong.

I am wrong.

I shouldn't have done this.

I am a bad wife.

I am a bad woman.

I am bad

I am so worst.

I - I don't deserve to be loved.

I - I .......

I didn't know when did I reached the terrace.

But the contact of water against my skin got me to the reality. I was on the terrace and now it was raining.

I couldn't hold back anymore.

And my tears rolled down my cheeks.

"I am bad! I am so bad.... I couldn't even stay loyal to my man. I still miss you Nirav. I never wanted to leave you. Nor did I wanted you to go away from me. You chose this nation but why didn't you think about me once? How will I live without you? How can I just - "

I cried.

My voice was loud. I let my scream out.

My tears were rolling down continuously with the rain water.

I was completely drenched.

I sat down while sobbing.

"I am bad"

"I am bad"

"I am bad"

"I am bad"

"I am bad"

"I am bad"

"I am bad"

"I am bad"

"I am -"

"Anvi........."

And suddenly I felt a grip of strong muscular hands around me!

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