Always forever (Bill Cipher x fem reader PLATONIC!)

You slowly awaken from your near enough dreamless sleep by something poking your cheek as birds chirp to the early morning
Well maybe not a dreamless one you have vague memories of dreaming of a cat a black
one quite big actually around the size of those Egyptian animal statue's
You shrug it off as having just a weird dream about a massive Mr midnight

You turn around to the cheek poker
Revealing bill who's
WAY TO CLOSE TO YOU
Like you can only see his singular eye peering at you he's so near you like one centimeter away from your skin
Way to in your personal bubble for your liking.
you can't even see the rest of his triangular shape or wear only his eye..

Apparently this triggered your flight or fight
As the pillow that rested beneath your head you grabbed in a flash
As you sit upwards
As you swatted bill with the pillow like he was some sort of insect

You hear muffled complaints from under the pillow
From what you can make out of it
It's just him reminding you that you two are soul bond
And if you hit him harder that would've been the two of you done for

You think he's being dramatic.

You lift the pillow up from on top of him
He gets up rubbing his sides and adjusting his attire

While bill was doing this you turn your look to
Mr midnight not giving a single fuck a dream demon was in the same room as him last night
He's more than likely still sulking after last night
That cat can hold a grudge
As he turns his back to you

Whatever.
You mumble to yourself as you roll your eyes
As you rotate your gaze to bill
Now just focused on fixing his bowtie and hat

It's not crooked is it?
Emphasize the is it with slight annoyance
Looking up at his hat
Bill likes his appearance
Noted

You give him a good look up and down
No no your fine
You reassure

Good.
He huffs putting his hands on his hips
You think it's his hips anyways

So other than your stuff..
Trailing off by the realization of
putting two and two together he was definitely watching you sleep
You were definitely just watching me sleep right?..
Nothing else
Putting the covers over your body
Just below your eyes now
Starting to regret not using them last night
Ready to swat him with your pillow again if he did do anything else not caring if you're bringing yourself down with him

Bill blinks a bit ever so slightly surprised
Umm you catch on quick yea my another stuff was watching you sleep.
He looks at you with the covers over the majority of your body
Hey! C'mon now I wouldn't even get anything out of harming you given our.. predicament
The way he said predicament was laced with spite

Hmph..
You begin to pull the covers down
Why then?

Why what?
He looked slightly confused at the question like watching someone sleep was an ordinary hobby of sorts

Watch me sleep???
You say In a duh obviously!! Kind of way

Ohhh that yea yea I was just making sure my soul bond didn't die in there sleep or anything
You meatsacks can die in some unpredictable and sudden ways for once I don't want to see that happen..?
He tired to use a pragmatic reasoning for his behavior as his voice grew of confusion at the end of his reasoning as he fell silent his gaze deep in though as
He searches for practically in his actions
Either he never felt concern for another or
At least not in a very long time
You weren't sure which

but it seems deep deep down underneath there's a touch of concern for you even apart from sharing the Same life Force
it's a small shimmer of light beneath his twisted mind