Insecure

Tell me what you need 0:14

[ Tezzariah]
My point is to say allat is this , Had known her for about a good 4years . She's the reason , I'm doing better now . All it takes is one person , yo person somebody that truly understands . That genuinely cares to make a difference in your life . Rather you healed or not healed . But there still Willing to be there through it all up and downs mood swings and all .

I leaned forward a little grabbing Tezzariah hand along the way . I could feel she'd zone out talking to me . She squeezed my hand looking at me giving me a small smile.

[ paris ]
Tezzariah ? Is she?

She laughed nodding her head . Then she started crying , I instantly pulled her into a hug rubbing her back massaging her scalp.

[ paris]
It's okay Tezzariah . You'll find somebody else like her out there soon .

She sniffed not saying anything, I laid my head on her head . Continuing to hug her massaging her scalp .

Slowly rocking us both side to side a little. I noticed that when I hug people no matter , how long I hug them .

I always play in the hair , I even do it with kane . She be knocked the fuck out .

By the time I be ready to move my hand . Sometimes it even put me to sleep feeling how calm her body be next to my body .

| that afternoon |

I had been in my room sitting next to my vanity mirror . I was thinking about lylo .

Why after everything , I found about her to the point it made me physically uncomfortable .

I shook my head grabbing my phone out of my lap unlocking my phone .

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I locked my phone biting my bottom lip . I'm finna beat lylo ass , I need to run that back with her ain't no getting back cool .

My cousin knocked on my room door getting my attention . I quickly looked up putting my phone down .

[ Tezzariah]
Come downstairs right quick.

She turned around walking off . I stood up grabbing my phone heading out my room directly down stairs.

[ Kimberly ]
Little p is that you girl ? You look so beautiful grown now .

I slowly walked down the last step looking at Tezzariah then back at the female infront of me .

[ paris]
Uh excuse you do i know you ? Cousin who is this ?

Tezzariah laughed shaking her head leaning on the back of the couch.

[ Kimberly]
It's me Kimberly , 4th-

I ran towards her instantly hugging her the front door opened .

[ paris ]
Oh my gosh kim it's been so long since I've seen you , you look different.

Kane walked right towards the kitchen after kissing my cheek .

Kimberly let go of my waist leaning back.

[ Kimberly]
Yeah just in town for a few days thought I'd stop by to check on my big dawg .

She said nudging Tezzariah arm , she chuckled shaking her head holding her water bottle.

[ Tezzariah]
No you came by cause I mention them famous paris of our family line . Plus where Tajen at ?

[ Kimberly]
Don't even get me started on her ass Tezzariah.

I looked at them both , while glancing over at kane a few times.

[ paris ]
Who's tajen anyways I don't care - it was good seeing you again Kimberly.

I said , quickly walking off . I stood beside Kane smiling kissing her cheek.

[ paris ]
Welcome back home bubba .

She nodded , putting her phone in her pocket . My heart started racing a little , I chuckled nervously pulling out the stool sitting next to her .

[ paris ]
Kane is everything okay?

[ Kane ]
Mhmm

She said , playing with her watch on her wrist. I grabbed her hand looking at her leaning towards her face.

[ paris ]
Wanna talk about it , I can clearly see something's bothering you right now.

[ Kane ]
I just don't understand , why you ain't text me back mama . I been at work hella bored out my mind just thinking about you , whole time I don't wanna push you away by being so - Nevemind.

I smiled grabbing her face making her look at me planting kissing all over her face . She laughed grabbing my waist hugging me , I hugged her back .

[ paris ]
Awwe bubba you upset cause I didn't text you back. I thought I did , I probably texted you back mentally . I been waiting on you to text me .

We both laughed . I rubbed the side of her face admiring her features , she stared at me caressing my waist softly.

For a few minutes , we stared at each other smiling. Until the eyes part , I looked away . She laughed leaning towards me kissing my neck .

I closed my eyes massaging her scalp, gently biting my bottom lip . My stomach started turning . She pecked my neck kissing me one last time on my neck hugging me .

[ Kane ]
I been missing you beautiful