Is this wrong?

Spencer's POV:

I looked at her, thinking to myself, how is it possible for a human to look this beautiful in the morning. I decided to get up and make some breakfast for the two of us. 
I tore myself from the bed, finally getting out of bed, leaving the space beside her empty, the lack of her presence felt like a punch in the stomach. Everything I ever wanted was sleeping in my bed. She was the most beautiful, smart and sweet woman I have ever met, I still couldn't wrap my head around the fact that she liked me too.

I go into my kitchen, starting the stove, and deciding to cook the most clichè breakfast of all time; bacon and eggs with a cup of coffee. I put on some light music and started humming to it, I was so caught up in the music and the cooking that I didn't realize Y/n woke up.

When I saw her... God i knew she would be the death of me.

Y/n's POV:

I woke up only to see that Spencer was nowhere to be found, after stretching a little bit I forced myself to get out of bed. After scanning the room I see my clothes from last night on the floor, still a little bit wet, so i decided to put on one of Spencer's t-shirts and my panties. 

After scanning the room, now illuminated by the day light, I walk into the kitchen. As soon as I walk through the door I spot Spencer dancing and humming to some catchy music. I walk towards him, snaking my hands around his waist from behind and planting a kiss on his back. 

Y/n: "You are in a good mood today dr. Reid" i say freeing him from my grip.

Spencer: "Well how could I not be? The most gorgeous woman of all time is standing right in front of me. And she is wearing my T-shirt" He says as he puts his hands around my waist kissing me. I feel him picking me up and plancing me on the counter, i jolt due to the cold marble material of the counter. He started kissing me harder when i see some smoke behind him.

Y/n: "Spence! You are going to burn the eggs!" I say laughing, but he just pulled me closer, his head hiding in the crook of my neck.

Spence: "I don't care, I'm too comfortable." He says.

Y/n: "Spence!" I lightly punch him in the arm jokingly.

Spence: "Ouch! ok ok i'm going." He goes towards the stove, after a few seconds he turns around giving me a plate with eggs and bacon.

Y/n: "Thank you so much, is there any chance you have-" Before i could finish the sentence he handed me a cup of black coffee. "You are my saviour, you know that?"

After joking and talking for a little bit we headed towards the bed. I bit my lip, trying not to ruin the moment by asking about us, but curiosity was having the best of me. Before i could speak, Spencer's raspy voice broke the silence.

Spence: "Y/n what's wrong? You always bite your lower lip when you are nervous or you are focusing on something."

Y/n: "I don't want to ruin this moment, but I was wondering how are we going to act with the team." I could feel Spencer tensing up a little, shifting in his place uncomfortably. "Sorry, i shouldn't have said anything." 

Spence: "No, no, y/n it's okay, really. You're right we should talk about that." He said stroking my hair looking directly in my eyes. 

Y/n: "So? Are we going to tell them or not?" 

Spencer: "Okay listen, we will tell them, just... just not now." My heart sank, all i wanted to do was yell at the world what we were and he wanted to keep us a secret. 

Y/n: "Yeah okay, sure. Listen Spencer I should go, i need to do some things at home." As I said this i got up from the bed, putting on the clothes I had last night, i didn't care if they were still wet, i needed to get out of that house. 

Spencer: "Y/n please don't leave, I just don't want the team to know yet, is it really that bad?"

I was buttoning up my wet shirt when I heard Spencer. How dare he? He knew about my past, about my ex boyfriends and how they either used me to get close to my other friends, or cheated on me. I just wanted someone to be proud of dating me, not someone who hides me from the world. Spencer seemed the perfect candidate, well, until he wasn't.

Y/n: "I'm sorry? Is it really that bad? Spencer what the actual fuck, you know about my past relationships, you knew about what type of person I was searching for, you were fucking perfect. What? Am I good enough to fuck but not good enough to show off? Just forget it." I say as I reach for the door of his apartment. 

As I step one foot out of the door i feel a warm hand grabbing my wrist, i turn around to see Spencer standing there with glossy eyes.

Spencer: "Y/n please stay. You are too good to show off, and i want to, i really do, but..."

Y/n: "But what Spencer?" 

Spencer: "We could lose our jobs, we could ruin the dynamics of the team you know?" At that I start laughing. Tears were streaming down my face but my expression was as cold as ever. 

Y/n: "Spencer are you serious? Are you afraid of telling our family about us? Are you afraid of telling the people that always support us through everything about this? Are you fucking kidding me?"

Spencer: "It's not- Y/n please, I-" 

Y/n: "Stop, just stop. I promised myself that I would never be a second choice again, that I would become the girl that you can't stop thinking about and showing off to the people you love. Clearly you aren't ready to treat me like that. Goodbye Spencer." 

I swalk out of the door, tears now falling freely from my face, how could I be so stupid?

Spencer: "Y/n please-"

Y/n: "No Spencer. You just don't get it do you? You know what? It's okay. It's my fault to think that you were diffrent." I walk through the door before he could say something more. 

I got into a cab and a part of me hoped that Spencer would follow me, that he would stop me from going away, but of course, that didn't happen. 

I dialed Garcia's phone number and after three rings she picked up.