Trapped in a nightmare

Olivia had finally got some rest after seeing amanda and fin that night and the next morning she woke to elliots voice and the voice of the doctor talking.

"Your sure?" Elliot asked.

"Yes we have run all the tests and it is a possible side effect of the blood loss and distress the baby was under." The doctor said.

Olivia looked at them "what's wrong with my son?" She asked finally fully awake and slightly panicked.

Both men looked at her as the doctor spoke "Ms. Benson due to the circumstances of your earlier trimester trauma and the issues of last night your son is....blind."

Olivia was in shock "what? ... permanently?" She asked keeping her emotions in check.

"I'm afraid I can not confirm that but more than likely yes. Although in rare cases it can fix itself." He said.

"How will ....how will this effect his development in other ways?" She asked.

"There will obviously be some slower development but in the end he should be able to become fairly normal as he ages." The doctor continued.

Elliot sat by her and took her hand "we will do this together liv."

Olivia looked at elliot still working through the shock and emotions and nodded "am i...able to hold him?" She asked the doctor.

"Yes I can have a nurse take you to his room as soon as possible. We also still need a name for the birth certificate." The doctor continued.

Olivia nodded "his name is Kyler Elliot Benson." She said as elliot smiled at her and kissed her softly.

"That's a great name beautiful." Elliot said "maybe some day we can change all the kids to stablers."

Olivia froze slightly, she knew they were dating but she hadn't thought about marrying again. She didn't think she could handle strapping another man down with her internal and external damages. "I...um...maybe" she half smiled not wanting to make him disappointed at the moment.

Elliot stroked her hand but deep down he had hoped for a different reaction but he didn't let his disappointment show knowing she couldn't handle too much more stress or worry right now.

A nurse came and took olivia and elliot to the nicu a little bit later and the nurse handed Kyle to her as she sat in the wheelchair with her son snuggled against her partly bare chest, giving skin to skin contact. She kissed her sons forhead and stroked his hair. "Your the most handsome little boy." She whispered to her son.

Elliot kissed the tip of Olivia's head "he looks alot more like you then the monster who helped create him." He said.

She half smiled then said "elliot...what if he grows up to be like billy?"

"That will never happen cause he will grow up with you and without him. He will be more like you then you even think right now." He said.

She half smiled "I sure hope so." She said and rocked her son gently in her arms.