It's Death or Victory

"Cresent, Wait!" She just kept walking, and tears filled my eyes, I decided to go as well, cause dinner was no longer worth the trouble. I ran to my cabin, trying not to think of the scene that we had just caused in the hall. I had bigger problems. I grabbed my diary and wrote.

Ok, what just happened, because I did NOT just lose my best friend. I still don't understand what went down during dinner, but I do know that Cresent is hurting, it's probably my fault, and there is nothing I could do about it. I had a quest to get ready for, which I hate to put ahead of Cresent, but the gods are selfish brats that I will never get rid of.

I couldn't even give her my gift, and I had a feeling I probably never will. I needed to start packing, but what did she mean by that, "I am NOT getting left behind again," I knew Cresent didn't have the best home life, and that's why she's a year-rounder, but I never asked her to get into it. I didn't want to get into something she didn't want to talk about.

I wanted to go and check her cabin and see if she calmed down enough to talk, but also had to prepare for Capture the Flag, and so did she, so that wasn't happening. I HATED this. I was too busy focusing on my gift that I didn't notice that my best friend was upset. She's a pretty good actress, but would she keep this from me? She probably wrote it in her diary, she's the reason I started writing mine. So I could remember all the fun times in writing.

But now, she'll probably be avoiding me until, gods know when (actually, they probably don't) and I'll have to figure something out until she talks to me again. I'll try to give her space till she feels better, but that will probably be after I've left. I don't know when I will be back, but I hope it is soon enough to make amends with my best friend.

There is so much I still had to tell her, and now I'm even more scared of her reaction. What if she never looks at me the same again, actually I think it is too late for that point, she already hates me. I think I'm just gonna hide in here until Capture the Flag is over, I can't get over the chance of seeing her.

I'll find a way to make it up to her, without disrespecting her need for space, but I first have to survive my first quest.