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[TRIGGER WARNING!!!]

Hey loves! Y/n throws up some time in this chapter, so if you're sensitive to that, I'll drop a warning right before and there will be a bunch of 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 when its over! Love you all <3

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Isn't it fun to wake up to your boyfriend still not fucking home?

I've racked my brain and there's absolutely nothing Sero could've being doing yesterday that warrants both his phone being dead AND him being gone the entire day. I didn't get any type of warning either, just him gone and acting weird.

I don't have the time for Sero's bullshit today. I have more things to worry about, including a bunch of livestreams and other stuff I planned for content. To start, Mina just came back from her trip to Paris, and I would like to go see her. She said something about having a gift for me? I haven't the slightest idea why she'd get me anything, but I appreciate it anyway.

I have two posts scheduled to release tomorrow, and I have people begging me to start a merch line. I don't even know what I'd put on it. Having my name sounds cocky, maybe an icon of a/an [f/a]?
(F/a means favorite animal!)
Not sure if it'd stuck.

On the other hand, merchandise would be a great way to gain a bit more publicity. My silent month in America made me blow up on the internet with conspiracy theories as to why I was gone. I think my favorite was people assuming I was apart of a gang and I went to America to sell drugs.

I finally slide out of bed for the day and start rifling through my drawers, looking for a cute top. I end up settling on a light blue t-shirt with a darker blue heart in the center. I snatch a random pair of blue jeans and go to get changed. It sucks to see Hanta's stuff there, wondering when-if, really-he'd come home. When he does, I definitely have a few words to say.

I really don't get it. I missed him so much the whole trip, he couldn't possibly have liked being alone that much? I mean, solitude can be fun but why is he going out if his way to avoid me? Could he really be cheating.

It's like a heavy stone in the pit of my stomach to think of such a thing, and suddenly, all I can hear is the sound of my heart beating erratically.

I shake my head and continue to get dressed. As I'm sliding a bracelet I got from my mother on, I heard my phone chime. It was Mina letting me know she was on her way to our hangout spot. I picked up my pace, grabbed my purse, and headed out.

I've been back home for a little less than a week now, but it's still so refreshing to drive down familiar streets and reach my location without turning on the GPS. It's like getting to wear that one shirt you love so much after it's clean again.

I end up stopping behind a red light, and I take this as a chance to throw on some lipstick and mascara. As I'm applying my makeup, though, I notice a familiar face on the street.

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SERO?!

What the fuck is he doing out here? A car blares it's horn as I spent too much time gawking at the fact he was there to notice the light turned green. The place me and Mina were meant to meet up was just around the corner.

The second I hopped out the car, Mina rushed up to me to give me a hug. "N/n!! It's been way to long!!" She laughs, damn near strangling me with her arms. "Mina! I can't breathe!" Between her giggles I hear her apologize and back up. It's then she examines my face and her mood switches instantly.

"What the hell just happened girl?" She looks in concern at my lips, which have smudged lipstick from when I was trying to put some on a minute ago. "Long story, come with me."