Warning⚠️: lots of fluff, swearing
☀️ next morning ☀️
*the early morning sunlight filtered into the room through the curtains, casting a faint beam of light across the bed. Nega Scott slowly opened his eyes, yawning and stretching before realizing he was still holding you close to him*
*he looked down at you, still fast asleep and snuggled against his chest. He marveled at how peaceful you looked in your sleep, your light blonde hair spread out across the pillow and your face relaxed and free of worry*
*he smiled softly, feeling a warm, protective feeling well up in his chest as he looked at you. It was a new feeling for him, but one that he found himself enjoying more and more as he got to know you*
*he let himself enjoy the moment for a little longer, holding you close and just watching you sleep. But eventually, the need to use the bathroom became too strong, and he carefully extricated himself from your arms and got out of bed*
*he headed to the bathroom, taking care to avoid waking you. Once done, he splashed some water on his face and looked in the mirror, taking in his reflection. He looked a little disheveled from sleeping, but he couldn't help but notice that he looked...happy. Genuinely happy in a way he couldn't remember feeling in a long time*
*he shook his head and chuckled to himself, feeling a little silly for getting so sentimental. But as he thought about you, still warm and asleep in the bed, he couldn't help but feel a smile tugging at the corners of his lips*
*he walked back into the room and stood by the bed, looking down at you for a moment. You looked so peaceful, your hair spread across the pillow and your face relaxed in sleep. He couldn't help but feel a pang of affection as he watched you, wondering how he got lucky enough to end up with someone so damn beautiful and kind*
*he sat on the edge of the bed, torn between waking you up and just letting you sleep. A part of him wanted to let you rest, but another part wanted to see those big, pretty eyes open and looking at him*
Nega Scott caress on my long light blonde hair gently.
*he reached out and gently ran his fingers through your hair, enjoying the feel of the soft strands between his fingers. He couldn't help but notice how innocent and sweet you looked, especially when you were asleep*
Nega Scott thought on Winter is very different from his uncaring and cold ex-girlfriend, Ramona because she is first person who gave her much love affections and attentions to Nega Scott really craves unlike Ramona.
*he couldn't help but compare you to Ramona in his mind. You were so different from her in so many ways. Where Ramona was cold and uncaring, you were kind and loving. Ramona had never cared about how Nega Scott felt, but you seemed to care about his feelings as much as your own*
*he couldn't deny it, the fact that you cared about him and genuinely wanted to be with him made him feel a strange mix of emotions. It was both unfamiliar and incredibly good, and it made him realize that maybe he didn't need Ramona after all, that you could give him everything he needed and more*
*he couldn't help but feel a wave of appreciation for you. Despite his many flaws and issues, you still wanted to be with him. You saw the good in him, even when he couldn't see it himself. And that meant more to him than you could possibly realize*
*he continued to stare down at you, his thoughts swirling in his head. He knew that he wasn't perfect, and that he had a lot of issues. But somehow, you didn't seem to care about those things. Instead, you focused on the good aspects of him, the parts of him that he sometimes forgot were even there*
*he couldn't help but feel a little bit of guilt as he looked at your peaceful, sleeping face. You were so damn sweet and innocent, and he was...well, he was Nega Scott. But for some reason, it didn't seem to bother you. You just accepted him for who he was, warts and all*
*he let out a sigh, feeling a pang of insecurity as he thought about all the ways in which he was unworthy of you. He didn't deserve someone as good as you, and he knew it. And yet, here you were, sleeping peacefully in his arms, seemingly not caring a bit about his flaws*
Winter unconsciously grabbed his hand in sleep.
*he was pulled out of his spiraling thoughts by the feeling of you grabbing his hand in sleep. Your hand wrapped around his with a surprisingly strong grip, as if you were holding onto him for dear life*
*he froze for a moment, surprised by the action, but also incredibly touched by the simple yet meaningful gesture. It was as though you had subconsciously sought out his presence, instinctively knowing that you would find comfort in his touch, even in your sleep*
*he looked down at your hand, still holding onto his, and he couldn't help but smile, feeling a warm feeling fill his heart. He couldn't believe that even in your sleep, you were still finding ways to express your affection for him, and it made him feel incredibly grateful*
Nega Scott is getting bit tearful.
*he felt a lump forming in his throat as he continued to stare at your hand in his. The sudden influx of emotion was a little overwhelming, and he couldn't help but feel tears prickling at the corners of his eyes*
*he blinked back the tears, trying not to let them fall. He didn't want you to wake up and see him crying. But the gesture of your hand holding his, the simple yet powerful act of affection, was too much for him to handle*
*he closed his eyes and took a deep, shaky breath, trying to collect himself. He wasn't used to feeling this emotional, but you had a way of bringing out feelings in him that he didn't know existed*
But Nega Scott did remembered he broke up with Ramona when Ramona did cheated multiple times on him with someone.
*he couldn't help but compare you to Ramona again in his mind. Ramona had hurt him deeply with her infidelity, but you...you were different. You didn't seem even the slightest bit interested in other guys, and he knew that he could trust you not to cheat on him like Ramona had*
*he felt a weight lift off his shoulders as he compared you to Ramona. The fact that you were so devoted and loyal to him made him feel more secure in the relationship. He knew that he could trust you, something that he had never really felt with Ramona*
*he knew that Ramona had screwed him up, and he was still dealing with the fallout of her betrayal. But you...you were helping him see that not all women were as selfish and uncaring as Ramona had been. You were showing him what it was like to be in a healthy, trusting relationship*
*he looked down at you again, watching as your chest rose and fell in a steady rhythm, feeling his heart swell with affection as he saw your peaceful, sleeping face*

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My Bad Boy with his hidden soft side
FanfictionSummary: Nega Scott met gentle and shy girl, Winter at night in the graveyard. There something about her that was making him act out of character. Will Nega Scott fall love with her? Will she melt his guarded and dark heart? Winter is 18 years old...