In Between Us || Zhanyi

Untitled Part 32

Before Yibo could respond, before he could even open his mouth to speak, his lips were sealed by Zhan for an aggressive kiss. Yibo felt a sudden pit in his stomach as he felt Zhan's hand hastily tugging out his shirt, pulling it harshly, the hand which always felt warm, felt extremely cold today as it slid inside roaming on his bare chest. Yibo wanted to cry out from the pain when Zhan harshly pinched his nipples, but his voice died in the heated kiss where Zhan made his lips bleed already.

Yibo was completely suffocated, his veins on the forehead popped up, face redden from lack of breathing, sweat drops started forming on his skin as he tried to loosen the grip of Zhan having over him, his voice muffled as he tried to speak..............but his action made Zhan more agitated who had lost his mind already.

Zhan parted momentarily and Yibo thought Zhan would stop. He was panting badly when Zhan clutched his jaw, Zhan's hand still inside Yibo's shirt, as Zhan tighten his grip on Yibo's jaw, his arm stiffened, and the pressure forced the buttons of the shirt to pop out one by one. Yibo looked at Zhan's red eyes, for the first time he felt............scared, as if today the definition of fear stood in front of him.

Zhan leaned down, a rage in his eyes, his own jaw clenched hard, "Why resisting now? Not liking that it is me who is doing?"......he jerked Yibo's face who was only panting and felt extreme pain the way Zhan increasing the pressure across his jaw...... "Wasn't it you who stood here that day only for me to take you? I am just fulfilling my duty, satisfying your desires...my dear husband. So, now be a good boy and take what you are being given".....without giving any chance to Yibo, Zhan dive into Yibo neck, biting his neck hard.... "ahh~~hu(rts)---"......Yibo couldn't complete Zhan covered his mouth with his hand, chocking his voice......he straightened a little making Yibo more panic now.

Zhan loosen his tie, bending down he tied Yibo's hand with the leg of the nearby table, next Yibo only heard a tear sound and another second his body was bare naked from his upper part. His mouth covered, chest heaving up and down as he was forced to welcome Zhan harsh bites and rubbing over his body. Zhan was like beast in rut only claiming his possession out a vigor that  only demands destruction.

Yibo's mind was in mess, he wanted to submit to this man, his husband. But today it was not happening from his inside. Zhan was right, just a few days ago, he himself stood in this room bare chest, presenting himself to Zhan. He felt hurt and rejected when Zhan left him then why today everything felt so wrong. This man was his husband and had every right on him then why today, there was so much repulsion from his inside. It didn't never happened before.....not even on their wedding night where Zhan took him for the first time. Before today he never felt exposed in this manner...not even when in those nights he used to wait for Zhan naked in the bed, not when Zhan used to get intimate with him earlier. He didn't even feel humiliated even that day when he himself stood bare chest then what changed today???

Zhan's hands moved over him with a force that felt alien, each touch laced with a possessiveness that left no room for the tenderness Yibo had once known. He lay there, frozen, as if dead and felt every rough motion, every hurried caress that bore nothing of the gentleness Zhan usually gave. It wasn't the actions that shocked Yibo, but the manner in which they were done—a raw desperation that stripped away any comfort he once found in Zhan's embrace.

Until today, Yibo had never truly understood what intimacy could be. He had never felt the weight of Zhan's emotions as clearly as he did now, nor had he ever noticed the layers behind Zhan's touch. It struck him, now, how he had always taken Zhan's closeness for granted, attributing it to duty, to the simple fact that they were married. He had assumed Zhan's embrace was something done out of obligation. And, in some unspoken way, he believed his own silent acceptance was a duty as well. But in this moment, with Zhan's jealousy unleashed, Yibo realized just how mistaken he had been.