A Song of Ice & Shadow

Warnings: substance abuse, mention of death, trauma, angst.

A knock sounded on Y/n's door. Then another, and another, insistent, until she finally opened it. She was high as hell on some new drug when she saw Azriel standing in the hallway. Squinting, she rubbed her eyes.

"Am I hallucinating, or are you really here?" Her voice was languid, tinged with disbelief.

Azriel's eyes narrowed, scanning her face. "What the hell did you take?"

Y/n shrugged, swaying slightly. "What do you want? I think it's too early in the morning. I just fell asleep. Come back another time." She moved to close the door.

A groan sounded from her living room, low and slurred. Azriel's brow furrowed as he glanced past her. "Who's in there?" he demanded, his tone sharp.

"I don't know," she replied with a lazy shrug, her lips curling into a careless smile. "I don't usually let anyone stay over. I guess whatever I took was good enough to make me forget." She let out a giggle, her hand hovering over the door as she moved to shut it again. But before she could, Azriel's foot slipped into the gap, holding the door open. His expression hardened as he stepped inside, casting a critical gaze around the dim room.  This was the first time he'd been here, though there wasn't much to see.The sparse, cluttered apartment revealed little about her, save for the state of the coffee table, scattered with substances potent enough to kill with a single wrong dose. He wasn't sure if she was lucky or if she hadn't taken much, but judging by the state she was in, he guessed it was the former.

On her couch lay a male, barely conscious, his eyes glazed. But one piercing look from Azriel sent him scrambling out the door. Y/n pouted, throwing herself onto the couch where the male had been seconds earlier.

"Aww, you scared the poor thing," she murmured with a mock scold.

Azriel's jaw clenched. "What the hell is this, Y/n?" He gestured to the array of vials and powders on the table. A flicker of anger shadowed his eyes, tinged with something close to concern. She shrugged.

"Feyre wants you at the house," he informed her, his voice taut.

"Which one? Doesn't she, like, own a dozen?" she replied with an eye roll.

"The new one."

She smirked, "And why send their lap dog? Couldn't she have come herself?"

His gaze darkened. "Feyre is High Lady of the Night Court. She has more important things to do."

"Since this is not important, she can come another day. When she's not so busy. Now, if you'll excuse me, I need some sleep," she muttered, closing her eyes and sinking back into the cushions.

"That's not happening. I was specifically instructed to get you there by nine."

She cracked one eye open, glancing at him with feigned irritation. "What time is it now?"

"Seven."

"Then let me sleep for two hours, and then we can go." She closed her eyes again.

Azriel folded his arms. "You need to look... presentable."

"Fine. Whatever. Leave, and I'll be ready by then," she grumbled, rolling onto her side.

"The moment I leave, you're going to fall asleep again."

She huffed, opening her eyes fully to glare at him. "Fine. What will it take for you to stop talking?"

"You need to take a bath," he replied, his voice still firm, ignoring her question.