【?Ｄｅｅｐ Ｗａｔｅｒ】 | (????????? / ????? ?????)

Giyuu laid in sanemis arms while he drew circles over his back to try to calm him down. "..did you really kill someone?" Sanemi asked. "..not directly..." giyuu whispered."What di you mean? " asked sanemi and moved his head to look into giyuus deep ocean blue eyes

"..my sister and..my best friend.... died protecting me.. from demons.." giyuu said, barely audible he made a short pause to take a shaky breath, and more tears ran down his cheeks "..if i had been stronger.. they wouldn't have had to protect me.. and would have lived... i'm the one responsible for their deaths... they're blood ..his on . My hands....its my fault... I'm not worthy of the Titel if the water Hashira..i'm the one that should have died..."

sanemis eyes widened. Is this why he always says im different than all of you? The reason iguro and him called him names and made fun of him was just a misunderstanding? Giyuu tomioka, the person he always thought was so full of himself..

Giyuu kept mumbling and tried to get out of sanemis arms he stood up and began to walk away. "giyuu.." giyuu didn't answer and continued to walk out of the room. sanemi followed him out into the hallway „Giyuu!" sanemi grapped giyuus wrist „is that why you try to kill yourself?" Giyuu turned around and looked into sanemis deep purple eyes before looking down. The moment giyuu loked into sanemis's eyes, he saw raw emotion it mostly was guilt. sanemi took a step towards him

„Its not your fault.." said sanemi and pulled giyuu back into his arms giyuu tried to get out off the grip but gave up he begann to cry „if its not my fault then why sre they here..? Why are they telling me its my fault if it isn't why-„ „its not real its not your fault. They gave their lifes to protect you, and now you want to die? I know you think you should have died, but you can't just throw away your life and their sacrifice for you..."

"What does it matter? It's no one here that would miss me anyway!" said giyuu and pushed him away he turned around and began to walk down the hallway „i would miss you!" Screamed sanemi angry and tried to catch up with giyuu who was walking at a very fast pace „you're u just saying that..im very thankful that you let me stay but im going now" said giyuu and wiped his tears away

„I'm not just saying that" „You're a bad Liar Shinazugawa," said giyuu, who was now at the front door. „I'm not a liar!" said sanemi, who finally catches up to giyuu. "i dont need your pity.. thank you for your help.."

giyuu opened the door and stepped out but was pulled back inside by sanemi, who immediately closed the door behind giyuu. "Giyuu, i love  you! and i can't just stand here. Watch you try to kill yourself!" Giyuu looked up at Sanemi. His eyes were still filled with tears. "You what...?"

~A/N 👋

so here is the next chapter. I hope you like it ✨️
I'm sorry i didn't had time to write yesterday.

Here are some snacks for you✨️
🍕🥗🌮🌮🍜🥤

Take care and drink some water. 🌊

-Butterfly ✨️🦋✨️🧈✨️

569 🌊Words🍃