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an odd sort of knowing

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I fell in love with things before I knew anything, and

Falling has always felt like remembering,

Like nostalgia deeply rooted in the soul.

Red tulips and sunlit rooms,

Like I've been here before,

The smell of wildflowers and upturned earth, 

It always felt like remembering.

The taste of a cake that felt like a memory, before I had memory

It always felt like remembering, (why did it feel like remembering?)

Like finding love over and over.

Like frosty windows in the dead of winter.

Like sapphire doors and silver brick.

Like muted oak and apple blossom.

Like climbing rooftops and feeling like I could fly,

Like if I'd jump, I'd soar.

Like I have flown before. 

Love always feels like remembering,

But remembering feels like death,

Maybe they are one and the same.

I've lost you a thousand times before

A thousand lives we've lived 

With at least a thousand more (to go)

But I hardly want to know, if it means saying goodbye

Or maybe that's the death of remembering, 

The loss of knowing what you once had. 

Old traces of you still linger

Long after we both decay, 

Longer still as we're reborn, 

And I'm left wondering how much longer 

Until we no longer have to part. To break. To drift away. 




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