Peter Parker x y/n Stark

Peter POV

Steve brought me to my room and place me down on his bed. He sighed, looking at my broken expression. I saw outside of he room, seeing Bucky walk in, closing the door.
"Hey Steve. Why you carried the kid out like that." He asked. I looked down, not know how it would go down.
"When I went to go call him down for breakfast, I saw him in the bathroom with blood dripping from his mouth and his eyes swollen. I just want an explanation." He said as I looked down. He turned to me." Peter, just tell me what's going on. You look so broken, just say it. We'll be here for you."
"I-I"I said trying to come up with something.
"You're just a kid, you shouldn't go through this alone. " He said and pat my shoulder.
I took a deep breath. "I-I just can't stop overthinking about everything. It's just-" I said my voice breaking a bit. "It's just that I've lost 5yrs of my life, and y/n is in a come and It's my fault, if only I reach the hospital faster..." I said trying not to break down, my voice was shaking. My eyes were glossy, as I tried to keep them from flowing out. My leg starts shaking uncontrollably, I couldn't stop it no matter how hard I try.

"It's okay kid. Just breathe." Bucky said sitting next to me, patting my back. I started to sob, I cover my face into my hands. Bucky and Steve comforted me, tring to get me to calm down.

I slowly calm down, just trying to focus on my breating.
"Kid, calm down. It's okayy." Bucky said rubbing my back.
"You want do something fun, like watch a movie or something?" Steve suggested and I nodded.

Steve turn on the tv in his room, Bucky went to go get some snacks from downstairs. I just sat on his bed, hugging my knees, waiting for them. After they came back, we all sat together and watched Star Wars.

It was amazing, although I fell asleep halfway. I was super tried and accidentally fell asleep.

Bucky POV

We're watching the movie, until I looked to my right and saw a sleeping Peter. I felt pity for him, since he probably didn't get any sleep last night. The movie was almost over, I waited for the movie to finish, then I carried him to his room, since I didn't want to wake him up, he really needs this.

Peter POV

I woke up in my bed. I started to rub my eyes, trying to remember what I saw doing. I slowly realised that I was in Steve room watching a movie, I must have feel asleep, cuz I don't remember coming here. I got up and looked at the time, it was already 5pm. I got up tiredly, and walked out of the room. I went into the common room to see Tony, Steve and Bucky.

"Hey kid, sleep good?" Steve asked and I nodded rubbing my eyes.
" You wanna go with us to the hospital later?" Tony asked.
"Yupp." I instantly said.
"Okay, we'll go after dinner." He said and I smile happliy.
I really missed seeing y/n's face. I was really hoping her would be wake soon.

-dinner-

I was eating some takeout that Tony order. Pasta with some meatballs, I was eating a bit of it, but still didn't eat finished it. After just staring at it for about 5min, I just threw it in the trash again. I ran up and in to my room. I got a jacket and wore some socks. Then I ran back down, seeing them already waiting for me. I hop in the car and they drove to the hospital. I started to figet with my hands, a bit nervous. I didn't know why I was so nervous, but I just try to be calm and not have another mental break down.

We reached there and the doctor allow all of to go in at once. I walked in with a smile, trying to be strong in front of y/n. She was still beautiful, although she was in a coma. A few scars and cuts but nothing major except her arm. I was wondering how she would look with a metal arm, in my imagination, she look amazing and quite sexy tbh. I couldn't help blushing while looking at my imagination.
"Why's your face red kid?" Bucky asked tapping me on the shoulder, that made me came back to the real world.
"Oh-Uhmm. Nothing. S-She just looks really pretty." I said flustered.
"If you say so." He said, not giving it a second thought.

Soon, we left the hospital. The car ride home was silent, but comfortable. I ran up to my room after we reached the airbab. I was really tired and plopped on to my bed. But I soon got up and got ready to sleep.

A few moment later, I was writing in the same notebook.
*writing*
My mental health got a bit better, but it's still trash. I was hoping that I can get better sleep, since I was so sleep deprived and y/n would get better soon. I was already looking at some flower shops to see if thay have the flower in purple. I was still searching, but I hope to find it soon.

Then I closed the book and jumped on my bed. I wasn't really thinking much that night and I fell asleep very fast.

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