FATAL TROUBLE (REVERSE HAREM)

🎵Revenge - Tan Feelz🎵

Guilt Never Fades...

🎵Now I stay right here
Watch me disappear
Sweat is running down your face like tears
Anxiety is slowly creeping in🎵

I stared at my trembling hands, the same hands that once held hers—warm, full of life. Now, they were stained with a guilt that no amount of time could wash away. I killed her. My best friend.

And for what?

For a boy who barely even looked at me now.

The weight of her absence clung to me like a second skin, suffocating and inescapable. I could still hear her laugh in the quiet moments, still see the way her eyes sparkled with mischief when we whispered secrets late at night. She trusted me. Maybe, she played with the feelings of the boys but those boys were also just using her as their passing time. And I buried a knife into that trust, into her.

I told myself it was love. That he was worth it. That she would have done the same if given the chance. But I knew the truth. She would never have betrayed me. Right? Maybe , she could lie and pretend. But she was never a monster like me. She would never have let a boy come between us. She would snatch him but she would not have killed me.

And yet, here I was again.

Planning another murder.

For him.

Two girls this time. They were nothing special. Just naive, stupid enough to think they could have him. I had seen the way they looked at him—the same way I once did. The same way she did before I silenced her forever.

A sick sort of satisfaction burned in my chest. They wouldn't get to make the same mistake. They wouldn't get to take what was mine.

I had it all figured out. The plan was cruel, calculated, flawless. No one would ever trace it back to me. Just like before.

But as I sat there, staring at my reflection in the dark window, the weight of my sins pressed down harder. I looked at my own eyes, hollow and empty, and I realized—

I was no longer the girl Lily became friends with.

I was no longer me.

Winter is not like this.

And yet, I picked up my phone, fingers steady despite the storm raging inside me.

One last time.

For him.

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After I killed Lily, I thought everything would fall into place. That the world would finally give me what I wanted. That he would finally see me.

But fate was cruel.

Instead of finding his way to me, Heeseung became close to Karina.

Karina. One of my closest friends.

It made me sick to my stomach, watching them together—how easily she slipped into the spot that should have been mine. How she laughed at his jokes, touched his arm like she belonged there. I clenched my fists so tightly they left crescent-shaped marks on my skin.

I wanted to erase her. Just like I erased the first one.

🎵Guess I should've known
You were not alone
When you had with her all of your firsts
Too bad it was the night that you got cursed
Every step you take
Every move you make
When you're freaking out and seeing red
I'm the monster hiding down under your bed🎵