She's Off Limits :: Yoon Jeonghan

[JEONGHAN'S POV]

it was 10pm and i head upstairs to see noona reading on the bed. i shut the door and saw she looking up at me. she sat up and smiled putting her book down

"did you end up working the whole time?" she asked and i nodded.

i walked up to her and lie on the bed placing my head on her lap

"tired?" she asked looking down while playing with my hair

"not really, i just sat in the office doing paper works. it's not that tiring" i said. i faced inwards towards the stomach and closed my eyes. it's so comfortable.

noona's lap has always been comfortable, especially after such a long day.

"jeonghan-ah, noona loves you hm?" i opened my eyes hearing that. that was the last thing i heard before i got taken away from noona ten years ago.

i looked up at noona and quickly sat up pulling her in hugging her as tightly as i can.

"noona please don't leave me" i said. she patted my back and hummed

"you know i won't, why are you so worried all of a sudden hm?" she asked. i sat down properly and pulled her onto my lap so i could hug her for longer and tighter.

i placed my chin on her shoulder "i just want to make sure" i said.

how can i want noona to love me and say she loves me when her saying it scares me as it reminds me of when she left me for 10 years.

after i reunited with my family, the last thing she said was that she loves me.

"are you sure?" she asked and i hummed

"mhm, i'm sure" i answered back.

"then go get ready to sleep, you must be tired" she said making me look up at her.

"but i'm comfortable like this" i said. she tilted her head

"another human being on you is comfortable?" she said.

"well it's you, that's different. i want you on me" i said. she blinked and looked away from me

"you seem so promiscuous when you say stuff like that" she said making me chuckle. do i?

"noona~" she turned to me and leaned down to her ear "you're my first" i said.

"y-yah! first what!" she said pushing me back while also leaning back herself

"first kiss, what else?" i said with a straight face.

i watched as her ears started turning red again making me break my cool.

"haha noona you're so cute" i said rubbing her ears. she quickly covered them up

"you're way too good for it to be your first" she said turning away

"aw you think i'm good? why did you bite my lip then?" i asked tilting my head. she turned to me and opened her mouth to say something but then nothing came out

"w...well it's weird, you're like a little brother. don't make me always say it jeonghan! stop making me feel bad" she said making me slightly smile. if you feel bad then don't say it, you know it hurts me.

"i'm better if you just let me do it, it's called imagine training" i said. she frowned in confusion and i just smiled.

"what's that?" she asked.