Time And Again

Ragini wasn't sure for how much time she was in the daze.. She was trying to make sense of everything but just couldn't.. It all felt like a dream which would break anytime... But it didn't.. So finally she concluded it can't be a dream..

She could still remember the excruciating pain she felt from her car accident, she could literally feel her bones breaking.. The shock, the trauma, the disbelief...... More than physical, her heart was hurting.. How could it not be real...... ??

And now when she opens her eyes it's just a small accident..?? She just fell from stairs..??

Moreover she is still 20..Then what about all those years where she was obsessively running after laksh not giving consideration of anything else and always facing failure....... Was that all a lie.. A mirage..??

No.. It all felt too true to be a mirage..that frustration, hate, heartbreak, pain, envy she felt, it cant be just a mirage.. She really experienced it all..

So she had no other option but to accept that she had been given another chance to redo it all over..

She got to have a rebirth and correct ber mistakes which she did in her past  life.. Running after someone who was never worth it.. Or maybe never meant to be..

What was she even thinking..?? Why would she destroy herself like this..?? Honestly, now when she really thinks about it, she can't really understand how and when she got so obsessed over him..??

Yes, when she first saw him she felt her heart beating fast but why would she go so crazy about him even after his constant rejections, even after years..??

Ragini rubs her forehead and takes a sigh.. From her past she can't even remember her life clearly before laksh entered into it but she was definitely not someone who would lower herself for any guy.. Her self esteem had always been most important..

She had always been a proud and slightly arrogant as she has been the most pampered child of her family.. Her parents weren't any bigshots but they were financially strong and she was their only daughter whom they raised carefully in their palm.. She was the youngest and only girl in the family so her uncle, aunt and her cousins, all adored her to the bones..

She got everything she wanted and more so forcing herself on something or someone is not her style..

Growing up her temperament had been proud and wilfull due to all the adoration but she wasn't a rude and vicious person.. She had a kind heart and  she would behave aloof but not harsh or rude..Bullying others or belittling others is beneath herself..Sje often comes out as arrogant due to her aloof nature but if anyone talks to her then they liked her...She has been an ideal type for students in her class..Her grades had been excellent all her life and thanks to the genes she inherited, her looks had been good as well.. She never had to feel any grievance all her life as she had been raised in a protected environment.....

But it all changed when she met laksh.. Her entire personality changed and along with it her fate changed..

She had hated swara with a passion and did everything she could do to harm her.. She had humiliated herself again and again for laksh , she has hurt people who loved her due to her obsession.. Before meeting laksh, ragini would look down on such a person and later she turned herself like this..As it was her fate ..

Yes her fate.. Now that she is thinking clearly about it, she remembered that after her accident, she was in some kind of black space.. She wasn't sure how long she stayed there, was it for a few minutes or thousands of years, she didn't know but there she came to know that the world she was living in wasn't a real one..

Yes.... The world she was in was just a fictional one.. An imagination drawn out by some author or a script writer.. And she was merely a character in it..