first to understand

When Tommy woke up he already felt like shit. His head was burning up, his eyes refused to focus and his stomach grambed like hell. Slowly he sat up and leaned back on the backrest, holding his lower abdomen.

Normaly he never stayed long enough to get his period at foster homes, always leaving early enough to get it at the orphanage, where Niki and Puffy were and helped him in the best ways possible, they had always been suportive of him and were always there for him, but here they couldnt be. They were hours away, doing their job and helping other kids like him. He hadn't thought he would be staying this long with the Watsons, had it really already been four weeks?.. he looked over to his calander ,that Phil got him when he saw him eye it at the shops, and yes, it really had been four weeks now.  Wow..

Tommy took a deep breath before slowly standing up, already fealing the dizziness carve into his head, forming behind his eyes and making everything worse. But of course that couldn't be the worst thing. No. He turned around to make his bed, because even when he felt sick he hated having an untidy bed, but as he moved his blanket he saw it. The red big red spot on the bed. Sh*t he bled through his clothes..

'Shit! What now!?' He quietly panicked, tears started forming behind his eyes but he couldnt let them take over, he was quick to throw all his pillows, the plushies and the blanket off of the bed onto the floor before pulling of the bedsheets, hoping it would be enough. But of course it wasn't. Panic rose inside of him, he couldn't keep it together anymore and let the tears fall.

What would Phil and Techno think? Would they think its gross? Be mad at him for not thinking about it and not using a pad because he forgot? Or would they even throw him ou-

"Tommy?" Phil interrupted his thoughts as he knocked on the door "Is everything alright?" his voice sounded worried, he wasn't sure if he could trust him yet but the last weeks had been so nice and at somepoint Phil would find out anyways, no point in trying to hide it. He sniffed, wiped away his tears and slowly walked to the door to open it to a crack 

"Phil.." his voice cracked and the older gently pushed open the door more, eyes immediatly landing on the mess of bedsheets, pillows and plushies on the floor "please don't be mad- I-I know its bad, i didn't mean to make a mess! I just forgot that it was the time already, i normaly only have it at the orphan-" he rambled, the tears rushed down his face , his breath hitched more and more until a gentle but firm hand landed on his shoulder making him look at Phil who was now kneeing infront of him with a gentle smile 

"its okay tommy" he spoke softly "its not as bad as you think.Why don't you go change? Pads are in your cabinet in the bathroom, top right corner if im not mistaking" he slowly starts standing up and walking to Tommys closet, the youngers eyes never leaving him "how about your red soft hoodie and black sweatpants? Or maybe the hello kitty pjama pants?" Phil asks as he starts getting a changing of clothes out of the closet 

"Hoodie and black sweatpants please.." Tommy slowly speaks, he wasn't all to sure if he wasn't getting tricked right now but for now he liked to believe Phil was really this nice just because he was ,and not to trick him. A few seconds later Phil gave him the clothes and let him go change.

Tommy was quick to take a shower, just to wash of the blood stains of himself as to not feel too dirty anymore. A nice shower always calmed the nerves and mind, after getting out of the shower he was quick to open his cabinet and true to Phils words there were Pads on the top right that he had never noticed before. 

"When did they get there?" he whispered to himself, he shock his head and was quick to finally get into his clothes. With his new clothes, feeling as clean as ever he finally went back to his room, he expected for the mess to still be there but it wasn't- There stood Techno, putting Tommys plushies and Pillows on the new made bed, he had even put them where the blond liked having them .