Not My Type, Not Yet.

The pain... it's excruciating. I don't know where it originated to be honest. I should say on my shoulder but somehow I felt something more than the pain on my shoulder. Something I can't quite put into words nor actions.

But it's fine.

I'm used to it.  This too shall pass.

Teka nga? kaninong famous line to?

I chuckled and took off my sando as soon as I twisted open the door to our room. Basta ko nalang hinagis ang sando ang jacket ko sa sahig. I flopped myself onto the sofa. Hindi ko nalang pinagtuonan ng pansin ang paso sa balikat ko.

I rested both of my arms on the headrest of the sofa. I spread my legs and threw my head back.

"Fuck!" I cursed under my breath dahil sa biglaang kirot na naramdaman ko sa balikat ko. Wala sa oras akong napaayos ng upo at hinipan ang braso kong namumula at namamaga na.

Joke pala yung sinabi ko, mas mahapdi ang balikat ko.

I got up and decided to take a shower. Iisa lang ang shower sa dorm kaya share kami dito. He often showered early in the morning kaya hindi ko na kaylangan pang maghintay para makaligo ako.

Discipline. Middle name nya yan, every one of his actions is calculated. The way he plans what he should eat, drink and do after that. A month of living together pero di kami close.

Di kami close pero sinuntok ako. Putok na nga ang labi ko may paso pa ako sa balikat. Aba ayos, salamat sa sakit sa katawan. Never did Rafael and Rayne questioned me sa tuwing makikita nilang putok ang labi ko. Alam kasi nila na may kagagohan nanaman akong ginawa which is hindi na bago.

"Mga walang kwentang kaybigan." I murmur.

After I finished taking a shower I wrapped a towel around my waist at lumabas na. Sakto namang pag labas ko ang syang pagbukas ng pinto sa dorm namin.

"Whatcha doin' here?" I asked when his gaze met mine.

He scoff. Tinapon nya ang supot na dala nya sa sofa, "As far as I can remember dorm ko rin to."

I tsked and walked towards the mini kitchen. I open the fridge at kinuha ang pitcher.

"Then why are you here at this hour? kamusta yung bata?" pangungusisa ko habang nilalagyan ng tubig ang baso.

I faced him as I drank the water. My blank eyes staring at him as his eyes fixated on me.

"You..." he began. I hum a reply and put the cup down. "How's your shoulder?"  he asked.

I shallow the last drop of water in my mouth. I pinch my lower lip as I eyed him.

I grin, "Why? are you asking cause it's your responsibility kasi school Pres ka?" I bitterly uttered. "Why bother asking kong wala ka rin namang paki," I added and turned my hills away.

"Turn around Sevilliana, I'm talking to you. " Matigas nyang utos. My jaw clenched at hindi sya sinunod.

"Shut the fuck up Knox. " I said, my voice was dark and rough—emphasizing each word.

You don't get to order me like that.

Nagsimula na akong maglakad papuntang kwarto ko at akmang lalagpasan na sya when his heavy hand landed on my burnt shoulder. With a swift and heavy move he was able to make me turn to him and face him.

"What the fu---" I lost my balance due to how much strength he used to forcefully move me.

I grabbed his arm to stabilize my balance pero nadala din sya sa paghila ko kaya napasalpak kami sa sofa.